Crap...Literally

so yesterday was Hari Raya Haji. like always my family went to the sacrifice ceremony at some very ulu place. wanna know the reason why? the smells, sights and some other things i wouldn't mention in here. well this year there was a LIL difference. ours was combined with sembawang cc and wak tanjong, so there were more people whom i do not know about. it was kinda like a friend-making cum lose-your-appetite session for me. well the 2nd thing kinda caused the 1st thing. well Hetty Sarlene was there too and people were like talking about her being an outsider who's gonna marry into our jemaah and people don't think she'll last long. my comment? i'll just pray she'll be enlightened and may Allah give her strength to pull through the whole thing. and it was raining, so the entire thing started later, ended later and worsen the entire ugly process, hence leading to the smell crap spoiling everyone under the crowded little tent to throw up what little food they had in their stomachs. but in the spirit of making sacrifices, everyone played their active roles in helping each other through the solid 7 hours there. talking about sacrifices, i'm had made one that very day. i shall publish it in another blog soon.

so back to my exciting life. i'm blogging. don't like my slaggy stories, leave. this is for people who may want to know about it:) so talk about today. went out. my mum took a day off to rest from the tiredness of yesterday, so decided not to waste the day by slagging at home instead we'll spend time as a family outdoors. i volunteered to belanje everyone at Swensens. well, seeing that
1. mum's b'dae is this sunday
2. dad's b'dae is next sunday
3. mum wanted to eat fish and chips
4. dad wanted ice-cream (earthquake to be precise)
5. bros wanted baked rice
6. i'm in a mood to spend money
7. i bet mum was wrong in the deal or no deal home viewer's contest but she was right (i hate it when she's right...TWICE!!)
8. my family deserve the take

i'm obliged to do it. see, i'm a nice person. anyway, besides the great and expensive meal, bad things occured.

1. i met an old stalker
2. i wore high-heels and almost fell
3. i hit someone while pushing the cart out of ntuc fairprice coz i was trying my best to maintain body balance but failed terribly.

i'm sorry. truly. karma is biting me now becoz of that. i hope a bad thing happens to me soon, considering the moral embarrassment of being scolded in front of everyone by mum was not enough to meet the satisfaction of miss karma, coz i don't like being kept in suspense that i'm gonna die of being knocked over by a car. seriously, it stinks. but people who thinks its crap, like my brother does, please feel free to ignore it and die of the same tragic end as me. cool, huh?

i'm gonna die a virgin. how life sucks. only temporary siti. don't worry, everything's gonna be ok nisa. as soon as you die, you'll see.