woosh.

firstly. long time no hear from me huh?
yeah...lots of things happened. my excel's all done and submitted just like the comm skills and newspaper review. got back most of my results. not bad i must say.

comm skills- B+ (2nd highest!)
financial accounting 1- B+ (38.5~ 1.5 more marks to A! stupid carelessness!)
POM- A!! (studied real hard so yah:))

alhamdullilah for all the results. i'm thankful. really. hoping for the best for my Microecons. Scared like brrr!!

on a more solemn note.
one of tp's alumi passed away the other day. it was so sad. but everyone's saying to celebrate his life instead.

so to clifton, although i never knew you, the great tales of you will be passed on and you'll be legend in your own ways. the way you've touched hearts of so many others will continue to make their journey a more meaningful one. to me, you're great cos u make others feel great!
so here's to u buddy, rest in peace.

anyways. life's busy as a bee for me. so if you wanna know how i'm doing just sms or call or wadever. and if there's emergency, and i mean it, even if u have a slight fever, tell me! i realised not being updated sucks big time like what happened today. i felt like a black sheep. or rather a green sheep. my clique, well, my classmates whom i always hung around with all wore yellow today and they didn't tell me bout it. so yah, i'm hurt. i'm not usually this sensitive. blame in on my progesterone or something.

this weekend if you need me tell me 24 hours eaarlier and i mean it. cos today, 11+am-11pm++ i'm having the so?~FYRHTO workshop. and on sunday. morning to early afternoon having the 1st tuition lesson with HUDA BESTIE and i won't screw it up. god, i miss her. and i need buy my black sneakers tomorrow morning for sunday's SAMBA PERFORMANCE! at 4. but must report by 3 for practice. and at 7, it's the ngee ann sec's tapestry and not wanting to disappoint my juniors and needing the art break my soul need, i'll go. besides, i won't miss SEEING KAH CHIN PERFORMING AS AN ALUMNI! hahax! so sunday is a day of first times for me. lol! but, it'll be a great weekend! the best.

i've yet to update bout my batam trip. later ah. it'll be long with all the uploading photos and stuff so yah.

and samba's been great! just so you know. just had a mass chat. :)) loves please? hehe. see u guys again. ouh btw, the last part of the blog is very long dued.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by : Huda

If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?

Smile. Then walk off. I'm not a sadist. Besides, the only lover i can have is my own husband and by muslim law, he can't betray me. too bad! *sticks out tongue*!

If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?

To die while doing my pilgrimage:) or while saving's someone's life:))

What will your dream wedding to be like?

Wedding? Is wedding nikah? No...that's kahwin siti and no...its not encouraged to be done cos its a waste. sure, i'll invite everyone to come see my wedding in heaven, yeah? if they make it there first that is.

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?

Maybe. I feel like buying chocolates now.

What's your ideal lover like?

Passionate. Understanding. Doesn't fart or sleep during the act? COMPLETE TURN OFF MAN!

Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?

Loving lah. Why do you think i'm always so happy? I love so many people, even if they don't love me back, i don't mind cos the love i give is free:))

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Waiting? i don't know. How'd you know what you're feeling is really love or not?

If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?

Like is so subjective. umm...i dunno? Spy on him with Zue then realise i don't like him at all?

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

Unhappy? worked off lah. not unhappy. rarely i am so these days:P

Is being tagged fun?

Not when you're tagged and you can only reply it a month later at 1.35 am in the morning. sorry babe!

How do you see yourself in ten years time?

10 years ain't long. A job. A life. not that i don't have one now! ^.^

Who are currently most important people to you?

My family, Zue, Samba people, Some accounting people, Some fyrhto people, my boss cos i need my pay asap and she's not replying. *peep!peep!*

What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

She's GREAT? duh?

Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?

i seriously dunno. i hate both options. something wrong with the rich part and married part.
what's all this talk about getting married and relationship? i think millions have been witness to my swear not to get married. now, i'm having doubts about all that i've ever stood up for. silly young me.

What's the first thing you do every morning?

Take wudhu' and do my morning prayers. Or if not, i'll not be waking up in the morning.

Would you give all in a relationship?

no idea. never once felt what's its like to have a relationship but i've been hurt too many times by people i really love, sometimes its hard to give the love away.

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?

The one whom i can see myself waking up to every morning of my life. Imagine if he had ____? woosh...

What type of friends do you like?

Zue-type! haha! those i-can-laugh-till-i-roll-on-the-floor kind! FUN PEOPLE LAH! Compassionate people. And people who don't forget i exist. It'll be hard if they do:X

Do you have a pet?

Now? Awesomestrut and Saerelle. my neopets. they almost died the other day. i'm a bad owner:X

What type of friends do you dislike?

There's a type? really? i don't notice. shessh...

tagging: Zue, Hakim, Kak Norlin(btw, advanced Happy birthday to YOU!)

shut up! what?

K!!
i noe this is super late lah.

M&M CRU has

FINALLY UPLOADED THEIR DANCE!!

woooohooooo!!

altho i'm an ACDC fan, i'm not biased k?
M&M CRU WAS HAWT!! HAWT!! HAWT!!

we step our game up...what?!

btw, for those who are super slow, i'll do these super perfect dancers justice k?
i'll give u guys the links to the whole dance battle. starting frm the first challenge made by jon m. chu and adam sevani.

1st challenge:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=8a-FBSEFqcM

Shocking reply:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ngBLWZFTJ7E&feature=related

ACDC teaser:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2s2-4QDqU9g&feature=related

ACDC WOW RESPONSE:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=UA7dEWKAT7Y&feature=user

M&M teaser:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvFf5ywinAQ&feature=related


Step Ur Game Up teaser by ACDC:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsOW_CtPJ0o&feature=user

M&M reply:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qqof-W9nPas&feature=user

Then a stupid guy went to kpo:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=boKja_K2vSo&NR=1

THE LATEST HAWT M&M CRU RESPONSE:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NECNIKmMgS8

k back to work. btw, i'll be back sunday. off to batam tmr yo!! hahax!

i have a new crush.
his name is adam sevani.
for those who don't know, go find out.
and i need to go learn the timing of americans cos we don't seem to live in the time frame.
the M&M video is not out yet. dumb.

i realised something just now.
zue and me; we're on the same boat.
go confused people.

btw, i see a huge similarity between hakim and adam.
weird? tell me about it.

and tmr's 2nd day of asrama, at the same time samba camp.
i'll be coming for both. yeah, tear my body into 2!
ouh, i got off for this whole week but it really looks like i need to put effort into doing my projects soon. haha!

and for those who don't know, this time of the year is the hot time for soccer.
euro babey!! wooohooo!!

k bye:)

hey. just came back from work. had dark mocha frap. damn nice. now i'm high:S
met a new girlfriend, liyana.
i swear i respect her like truckloads lah.
met david ang, new sales rep.
bernerd left jp already and david replaces him.
i swear he makes me think so much about life my head spins.

works been great & sian. everyone left. the part-timers lah. all dowan work already. wt...
last 2 days' rain sucked. i left a pool of water around my shoe as i left the mrt. wadya think?

i don't know what to do for the csa project.
i don't know when to do the pom and comm skills project.
i don't know why i need to do the econs project.

life screws you at the worst time.

i enjoy for the whole full week first lah k?
later i come back from batam then talk:)
in the mean time, i off to watch kungfu panda and soak my tired legs in warm water and eat my chocolates...

btw, don't miss me while i'm gone. sheesh>.>

updates

kk. i've missed you guys out on some of the best things in this world. (ehem..that's my life lah btw!) ~lol.

since i've not updated for close to a month i shall begin with what i remembered.

1) i got lots of projects, u name it i have it lah. from csa, to pom, to comm skills, to micro, to haizzz... alot lah. that's the reason everytime i want go blog, i can't. well besides that.

2) i have 4 ccas to begin with. i've droped drama, debate and now dikir. but the last day of dikir was kekek giler. everyone who was there knew. laughs about laughters. impersonification was the motion of the day. ate! ate! go dikir people!


then, i tot dikir was all about fun, but going for 2 weeks of dikir, not to mention that 1st day i went was the start of PT, i'm exhausted. and i quit not only because what dikir does conflicts with my values in life but also because after 2 weeks there, i can't fit in. the feeling was awkward and when people dikir-ed and i dunno the lyrics much less the tune, i felt so alone. so yah. anyways...

3) i joined a new cca. its actually a club lah. FA club a.k.a investment club i think. i dunno lah. i was otw home from doing project then suddenly ZY say he going for interview to join a club, with all his classmates. me being me, well, i was there in front of all the people and i kept saying,"highly subjective!" like, wat's wif dat man! lol siti! ouh, and when they asked me to intro myself, i said,"i'll describe myself with 2 alphabates, C.T" then everyone kept quite. suddenly 1 guy got it and laughed. and some wols ones were like... so yah. that's me btw!

4) elections days were last week. damn fun ah. u see banners everywhere and everyone at msn ask u vote for them. i voted for a lot of people and i realised i knew almost everyone on the voting screen. lol! those i voted for, they really deserve it. i hope they'll win! no...i'm not telling you who i voted for. sheesh... btw, it was my 1st time voting and the procedures to vote were so damn formal. its like taking a test lah...ok, lame:P *pfftt

5) ouh2!! MAN U WON! though i'm not really proud of them. how can u win by penalty? and wat if the chelsea captain didn't miss? i tell you ah. chris, YOU ARE OFFICIALLY NOT MY HERO ANYMORE. PERIOD. wth. and another disappointment in soccer is my own country. how the hell do you think you're gonna make it to world cup in 2010? 7-3 for bad-ness sake! k enough wallowing.

6) i bought cakes from itas. lots of it. i'm promoting here. you all must try the bluberry cheesecake and chocolate fudge cake. it's damn nice! like my bro say, hot!hot! HOT!!

7) i went malaysia the other day. and guess who did most of the shopping? my BRO! yes, not fair. i know!! later go batam, i'm gonna shop ah! though i still have np idea what i need. remember? i must PRIORITISE!

8) ouh. i haven't told you. i'm working today. yes, work. at suntec. 7pm. set-up. i don't even have time to celebrate lah. brenda called last tuesday night. so last minute! tell me about it...

9) huda's stories are damn nice. she's my cuzzie btw. go read it. it's at mibba:) and she's going to terengganu and melaka next week. good rite?

10) the bbq is officially cancelled. dunno lah. i really want it. but cik ida's going off this 12th. so fast lor. i'll miss her i swear.

11) mid-sems officially end today. it was tough. i've done my best. trust me, i studied like o's seh. slept at 3++ am every night since monday. barely sleep a wink then have to go school already. tests are all at 9! so yah. blame it on luck i guess.

12) i've been bad and skipping a lot of my ngaji classes. i shouldn't blame it on others. i'll make up for it next week. i swear. cos next week got asrama for 3 consecutive days at some cc. 10-4pm. so yah. i hope it'll be fun:) and insyallah, i'll come for all. still dunno how to break the 6 day off news to brenda however. 10-12 asrama. 12-15 batam. how? say you have school project to do. it's not lying:)

13) i'm going to do dieting like zue! i swear she's like a hot car model and she eats only 1 meal per day! wth kan? hahas! btw, zue, u're still beautiful even if u gain 20 kg! and i'm sure my dream will come true zue. and it better happen soon! wish*wish* that guy ah...he'll miss out on a lot of the finer things in life if he don't act soon ah.

14) btw, have u guys watched the ACDC v.s M&M Crew dance competition? for the wols-es, it's at youtube and IT'S DAMN HAWT!! this 10th the M&M gonna show their stuff but i bet ACDC will rise above all!! woohoo! anyways, its fun to watch, so if you guys have nothing to do watch ah. AND I LOVE MOOSE! ITS OFFICIAL>.<

boxed up

so yah. hello people.
i've a couple of apologies to make first and formost,
1) to the people who were affected by the damned viruses.
2) to my classmates and friends, i know i can be a bitch sometimes and my mood swings are damn wierd...i truly am sorry. i'm learning and working to be a better person each day.
3) to myself. i've denied you so much these few days. including the indulgence of sleep and chocolates and time to relax.

blaming no one. just a victim of time...

i'll be back this thursday to blog. :)

maybe i should break to you some good news before i leave. i know this is very anti-climax but...
1) i'm going to Batam for holiday!
2) i got 14.5/15 for CSA! damn proud lah!
3) i got 3 weeks supply of chewing gum the last time i went out of this country.
4) i've learn to balance wants and needs:)
5) i've learn to improve myself. YAY!
6) MAN U ROCKS MY ASS!
7) i've completed all assignments with the best of my efforts:P and i think its not substandard!
and lastly,
8) i've managed to make myself forget. even things which i don't think i could. and it wasn't under anyone's pressure! glad can?

peace people. and wish me lucks for my mid-sems. i wish to do well:)