i gave up giving a title for this post. hahahahh!
just now was my first official gathering at tpsu lounge:)
in lieu of ector's first dinner gathering:)) hehehez.
anyways...learnt some stuff from kah yuen. how the duty works and stuffs.
swear i learnt so much about ector people today.
they are damn fun lah. and super sporting. bahahah! (*evil laugh)
i think i'll do ABCs of ector.
A-wesomeness like totally!
B-abes are super hot
C-atwoman is our idol
D-isgustingly creative (*gasp- soon kueh! drinks/food/clothings)
E-xciting(*SCREAM DAMN LOUD!)
F-ish love ector!
G-uys got lotsa enthu power!
H-appy people:))
I-nteresting magic shows! (go alson! woots!)
J-ohn & jessy is just the definition of coolness
K-illingkiss is the email address i always see informing me of meetups n stuff(that's jiayi aka town btw, my sister. heheh!)
L-atif is super funny. really. his expression, priceless.
M-eaningless cheers! WEEE!
N-erds are loved. especially those thick-glasses<33
O-pposites attract:)
P-ool is the game our guys play. me? i don't even noe its called pool.
Q-ueen of excalibur:) (considering we got 2nd. but still...in chess, we rule! hah!)
R-ui heng is my lounge duty partner!
S-o love my girlfriends met there!
T-aking photos are weird:)
U-nderstatement if u call us hyper! WWOOO!! (we rock the cheer team!)
V-ery understanding (lets face it, we're proactive)
W-E ARE A TEAM! hahahs!
eX-tra good with inventive stuff
Y-ESSA! is a common word:)
braZ-illian YO! (wee eugene!)
k done. hehe! tmr we all dressing up as catwomen. can't wait seh. it'll be damn weird cum funny cum everything mashed together. hahahahh!
Monday, July 28, 2008
heyho!
hey!
i've made it a point to blog only when i'm happy.
this is to prevent unwanted happenings.
you have no idea how many blog post i didn't put up.
you have no idea how many blog post i didn't put up.
cos i'm nice:)
ANYWAYS....
today's topic is fun.
while window-shopping with ina today(which i must say is the first of many more), i saw this cd at the kiddy section of CD-RAMA at Popular.
it was titled; ELMO'S: WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?
ina and me had the same thought; good question. so...for this whole year, i have a new resolution.
to find the answer to that not-so-kiddy question.
(portion deleted due to negative responses)
ANYWAYS...
back to happy stuffs.
can i just upload photos of my happy life thus far? ok:)
back to happy stuffs.
can i just upload photos of my happy life thus far? ok:)
BAIK SAMBA!! <333>
KIDS<333
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TP<3333>
heeez:))
*P.S. this is the record of pictures posted in 1 blog. baik pe>.<
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
edit photos:)Tuesday, July 22, 2008
my final exams are coming up
i have presentations and group works almost everyday of the week
deadlines after deadlines
time just goes tick-tock-tick-tock
then it's gone
sometimes i wonder where my life flew to
i'm missing everyone of my friends
i mean it.
i can't help myself
i feel so many negative feelings nowadays.
i felt anger so often.
i felt like quitting.
me...siti khairunnisa.
do you know how sad that is?
the world is dying. i can feel its depression.
thankful i am for the people who come up randomly in my poly life.
if only to say hello
cos some don't do it.
they see me, they look away. don't know why.
you ask me when's the last time i laugh in class..
you ask me when's the last time i even smiled...
my reply,"i have no idea"
it is that sad.
i need to find myself again.
if only...
btw...15 is number of the day
i failed my 1st test. FA1 class test which is 15% of my module.
by 1.5 marks.
if you were to remember, i almost got an A for the 1st test
by 1.5 marks
and here's the scary part.
my register number in class is 15
my birthday falls on the 15th
the amount in my wallet is $15
the bus i take to school is 15.
if its not coincidence i don't know what is
i have presentations and group works almost everyday of the week
deadlines after deadlines
time just goes tick-tock-tick-tock
then it's gone
sometimes i wonder where my life flew to
i'm missing everyone of my friends
i mean it.
i can't help myself
i feel so many negative feelings nowadays.
i felt anger so often.
i felt like quitting.
me...siti khairunnisa.
do you know how sad that is?
the world is dying. i can feel its depression.
thankful i am for the people who come up randomly in my poly life.
if only to say hello
cos some don't do it.
they see me, they look away. don't know why.
you ask me when's the last time i laugh in class..
you ask me when's the last time i even smiled...
my reply,"i have no idea"
it is that sad.
i need to find myself again.
if only...
btw...15 is number of the day
i failed my 1st test. FA1 class test which is 15% of my module.
by 1.5 marks.
if you were to remember, i almost got an A for the 1st test
by 1.5 marks
and here's the scary part.
my register number in class is 15
my birthday falls on the 15th
the amount in my wallet is $15
the bus i take to school is 15.
if its not coincidence i don't know what is
Friday, July 18, 2008
not so happy day
i lost 3 things today.
things i wouldn't have imagined getting depressed over until i lost them.
goodbye my pencil case(and everything in it)...
goodbye my tpsu water bottle...
goodbye my love...
i'm losing my patience soon if this situation keeps up.
i mean it.
i'll just lose it.
do you know about Murphy's Law??
yeah...
that's my situation basically...
back to work.
i'm losing my focus.
next week still got 2 test coming up.
me want cookie!!
things i wouldn't have imagined getting depressed over until i lost them.
goodbye my pencil case(and everything in it)...
goodbye my tpsu water bottle...
goodbye my love...
i'm losing my patience soon if this situation keeps up.
i mean it.
i'll just lose it.
do you know about Murphy's Law??
yeah...
that's my situation basically...
back to work.
i'm losing my focus.
next week still got 2 test coming up.
me want cookie!!
i told u so=))
You Are Cookie Monster |
 Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth. You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around. You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speech How you live your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!" |
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
blogging
someone declared war with me on my tagboard.
he/she didn't even take up my milk-n-cookies peace offering.
now i'm upset. no one likes the look on siti's face when she's upset.
he/she is with a group as far as i'm concerned.
i truly would know where i've gone wrong.
please oblige my 1 wish of knowing who you are. please and thank you.
moving on... i'm busy nowadays.
i have a fa1 class test at 6+ later i seriously doubt i'll pass the test.
i had a great week last week.
like from zero to WO!
got myself into a&f ig subcomm n CARE.
made my 100% attendence history.
missed samba again:(
recovered fully from stomach flu only to get killer throat and sinus in the morning"_"
went for 1st subcomm camp.
met wonderful people. like ina:)
my brother got chicken pox but still went for ndp pre-show.
went for cpf and played sennunai like crap:)
did pt every morning during the weekend.
realised tutoring huda is like playtime.
celebrated dear naquiyah's burfday.
went for ig meeting and realised i'm now running for main comm.
and i really don't think i'll pass fa test tmr.
so yah. that's basically it.
tell you what, i've not been updating on things i shud have months back.
and i really don't think i would.
so for more info, call this number..........
i won't give you my number here.
i've had 3 stalkers before and wouldn't want to repeat the experience, thank you.
but link here link there, i'm sure you'll be able to add me at msn.
then maybe, i'll give you a chance to ask for my number and take me out to a date:)
but take from my experience,
some people may reject all those hard work with a simple "haha" and it really cuts to the quick.
even if your intentions were clear and had nothing to do with the fact that you're having a crush on that guy/girl.
painful truth man.
just like how i forget so many new people i meet this week only. sheesshhh....
he/she didn't even take up my milk-n-cookies peace offering.
now i'm upset. no one likes the look on siti's face when she's upset.
he/she is with a group as far as i'm concerned.
i truly would know where i've gone wrong.
please oblige my 1 wish of knowing who you are. please and thank you.
moving on... i'm busy nowadays.
i have a fa1 class test at 6+ later i seriously doubt i'll pass the test.
i had a great week last week.
like from zero to WO!
got myself into a&f ig subcomm n CARE.
made my 100% attendence history.
missed samba again:(
recovered fully from stomach flu only to get killer throat and sinus in the morning"_"
went for 1st subcomm camp.
met wonderful people. like ina:)
my brother got chicken pox but still went for ndp pre-show.
went for cpf and played sennunai like crap:)
did pt every morning during the weekend.
realised tutoring huda is like playtime.
celebrated dear naquiyah's burfday.
went for ig meeting and realised i'm now running for main comm.
and i really don't think i'll pass fa test tmr.
so yah. that's basically it.
tell you what, i've not been updating on things i shud have months back.
and i really don't think i would.
so for more info, call this number..........
i won't give you my number here.
i've had 3 stalkers before and wouldn't want to repeat the experience, thank you.
but link here link there, i'm sure you'll be able to add me at msn.
then maybe, i'll give you a chance to ask for my number and take me out to a date:)
but take from my experience,
some people may reject all those hard work with a simple "haha" and it really cuts to the quick.
even if your intentions were clear and had nothing to do with the fact that you're having a crush on that guy/girl.
painful truth man.
just like how i forget so many new people i meet this week only. sheesshhh....
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Personality tests
AMPM Personality Test
Based on the Five Factor Model credited to Goldberg, Costa and McRae, the Advanced Multidimensional Personality Matrix - Lite is a shortened version of our comprehensive personality assessment designed to provide you with valuable insight into your character, aptitudes, and disposition. The AMPM is based on the theory that all human personality traits belong to one of five broad dimensions of personality. Each of the five main personality traits stretches along a continuum. The personality traits tested in the questionnaire are consistent cross-culturally, and are fairly stable over time, beginning in young adulthood. An understanding of your position on each dimension can provide you with valuable insight into your personality
Snapshot Report
Extroversion
86/100
You are extroverted, preferring the company of others rather than spending time alone. Extroversion refers to an outward and interactive orientation. Extroverts are stimulated by being around others and are often considered gregarious or outgoing. People with this orientation usually have a lot of friends, and find it easy to interact with strangers. They tend to feel lonely and withdrawn when denied the company of others. When extroverts feel bad, low on energy, or stressed, they look outside themselves for relief. They might go shopping, call friends to come over, or arrange a party
From psychTests.com
(answered 291 questions lah...wt?)
Your Personality Type: Leader
Your sparkling personality, emotional strength, and flexibility make you the Leader. You are the kind of person that everyone trusts and respects. When there's a problem to be solved, you don't give up until you reach some kind of insight or creative solution. Others admire your take-charge attitude. Your conscientious and compassionate attitude does not allow you to stand idly by in the presence of any kind of injustice. You gravitate toward people and social activity, and others are drawn to you by your gregariousness and charisma. Your hard work and open mind inspire and motivate others. You are a true leader.
Based on the Five Factor Model credited to Goldberg, Costa and McRae, the Advanced Multidimensional Personality Matrix - Lite is a shortened version of our comprehensive personality assessment designed to provide you with valuable insight into your character, aptitudes, and disposition. The AMPM is based on the theory that all human personality traits belong to one of five broad dimensions of personality. Each of the five main personality traits stretches along a continuum. The personality traits tested in the questionnaire are consistent cross-culturally, and are fairly stable over time, beginning in young adulthood. An understanding of your position on each dimension can provide you with valuable insight into your personality
Snapshot Report
Extroversion
86/100
You are extroverted, preferring the company of others rather than spending time alone. Extroversion refers to an outward and interactive orientation. Extroverts are stimulated by being around others and are often considered gregarious or outgoing. People with this orientation usually have a lot of friends, and find it easy to interact with strangers. They tend to feel lonely and withdrawn when denied the company of others. When extroverts feel bad, low on energy, or stressed, they look outside themselves for relief. They might go shopping, call friends to come over, or arrange a party
From psychTests.com
(answered 291 questions lah...wt?)
Your Personality Type: Leader
Your sparkling personality, emotional strength, and flexibility make you the Leader. You are the kind of person that everyone trusts and respects. When there's a problem to be solved, you don't give up until you reach some kind of insight or creative solution. Others admire your take-charge attitude. Your conscientious and compassionate attitude does not allow you to stand idly by in the presence of any kind of injustice. You gravitate toward people and social activity, and others are drawn to you by your gregariousness and charisma. Your hard work and open mind inspire and motivate others. You are a true leader.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
from: INvoKe.SG
The Purr-fect Partner
Jul 7, '08 4:07 AMfor everyone
So what’s your type?
They say every good girl needs a guy with an attitude. Oooh.. And then there’s the smooth poster-boy types, which I guess are okay if one’s in the market for the kind of lurvinn that sells greeting cards. *wink Personally, pretty boys don’t interest me much. A guy who looked as though, he’d lived, crossed a few lines and would cross a few more. Uh-hmm now we’re talking.
So guy takes you out right. Picture this. Guy buys you chocolate. Flowers. The book you wanted from Borders. Whoever said that men don’t pay attention to details. Takes you to a meal. Your heart goes poo-pah. Hallmark moment in the relationship. Okay then comes the party pooper. One word: Parents-supplied-money. From his clothes (you think is such good taste) to the bus fare to the... well basically everything. Yah but it’s the thought that counts so you say. Ok let’s think about the parents working to earn.
So my point being? Bottom line, guys if you can’t even afford a decent meal, it’s not yet time to earn her love. And Girls, using parent’s money to swoon you over is not character. I’m just not sold on charm. Especially sponsored charm. Trying to be charming with parent’s money eh. Burst bubble sey. Maybe it’s an ugly thing to say. Yeah well maybe gifts and looks can’t bring food on the table. *ouch So… perfect partner = someone who can at least stand on his own two feet.
Then there are girls who prefer to couch the perfect partner in qualities, “It’s the qualities that matter. Nice, a gentleman, sincere, loyal, understanding.” I’ve always wondered what is nice, what is sincere, what is loyal, and what is ‘famous’ all understandin gentleman? Think about this: the guy is ‘nice’ (buys you gifts, treats you nice), ‘sincere’ (the gifts as proof of his sincerity in the relationship, ‘loyal’ (well he buys you the gifts, no other) and ‘understanding’ (girls need to be pampered now and then) – with money that is not his. I don’t know about you if there is to be mutual respect between me and the purrrfect partner, then he’s gotta have at least a backbone. And a sense of responsibility.
So, whoever said that girls have impossibly high expectations?
(i tot the post was damn nice. so have to display right? hehehehs!)
The Purr-fect Partner
Jul 7, '08 4:07 AMfor everyone
So what’s your type?
They say every good girl needs a guy with an attitude. Oooh.. And then there’s the smooth poster-boy types, which I guess are okay if one’s in the market for the kind of lurvinn that sells greeting cards. *wink Personally, pretty boys don’t interest me much. A guy who looked as though, he’d lived, crossed a few lines and would cross a few more. Uh-hmm now we’re talking.
So guy takes you out right. Picture this. Guy buys you chocolate. Flowers. The book you wanted from Borders. Whoever said that men don’t pay attention to details. Takes you to a meal. Your heart goes poo-pah. Hallmark moment in the relationship. Okay then comes the party pooper. One word: Parents-supplied-money. From his clothes (you think is such good taste) to the bus fare to the... well basically everything. Yah but it’s the thought that counts so you say. Ok let’s think about the parents working to earn.
So my point being? Bottom line, guys if you can’t even afford a decent meal, it’s not yet time to earn her love. And Girls, using parent’s money to swoon you over is not character. I’m just not sold on charm. Especially sponsored charm. Trying to be charming with parent’s money eh. Burst bubble sey. Maybe it’s an ugly thing to say. Yeah well maybe gifts and looks can’t bring food on the table. *ouch So… perfect partner = someone who can at least stand on his own two feet.
Then there are girls who prefer to couch the perfect partner in qualities, “It’s the qualities that matter. Nice, a gentleman, sincere, loyal, understanding.” I’ve always wondered what is nice, what is sincere, what is loyal, and what is ‘famous’ all understandin gentleman? Think about this: the guy is ‘nice’ (buys you gifts, treats you nice), ‘sincere’ (the gifts as proof of his sincerity in the relationship, ‘loyal’ (well he buys you the gifts, no other) and ‘understanding’ (girls need to be pampered now and then) – with money that is not his. I don’t know about you if there is to be mutual respect between me and the purrrfect partner, then he’s gotta have at least a backbone. And a sense of responsibility.
So, whoever said that girls have impossibly high expectations?
(i tot the post was damn nice. so have to display right? hehehehs!)
Sunday, July 6, 2008
random blog hopping
from raudah:)
1. What do you hate about yourself?
NOthiNG??
fish you for even asking!
2. Where would u go if someone sponsors u an air ticket?
SPonSeReD? wooo! MADINAH...MEKAH!!
3. What's your favourite thing to do?
GO CAMPS! I LOVE TP CAMPS!!
4. Do u think money can buy happiness?
u kidding? i'm in accounting and finance! there's such thing called good will?? shessh!
5. If u were given a chance to received something, what would it be?
can it be someone instead? :)
6. Things you can't live without?
i love raudah's answer! damn funny. (For now, my Spectacles and hp. Esp Spec, once I misplaced it or broke it, that’s it. rabun dok..)
lol kape?
as for me...my faith.
7. What are u afraid to lose?
my laughter:DD can u imagine siti without laughters? sad giler!
8. If you win 1 million, what would u do?
invest. i sound like mr chan. GOD! oh! i noe! buy summer house at mekah! then ask everyone stay there:))
9. What do u dream of doing in the future?
doing? idk...HAVE MORE FUN? GEREKS!
10. List out 3 good point the who gave this survey?
NICE! GEREK! && SHORTIE LIKE ME!! woots!!!
11. What makes me happy?
when u say me do u refer to u or to me?
so subjective. shessh!
12. What type of person do u hate most?
i'll give the same answer everytime. THERE'S A TYPE? I DON'T NOTICE!
13. If u could have a superpower what would it be?
Tak nak power ah. i love me for myself:)
14. Which season do u like?
Singapore where got season? it's sunny all year round! and i'm loving it!!
15. What do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
thing? not really thing ah....but its my family. i'd die without them.
16. (personal question) (this is a bonus question!) Who's the person you always blog about?
Ade ah orang tu. READ MY BLOG LAH! gees!
17. Who was the last person who hugged u?
Don't know! Too many hugs at one go. BUT IT WAS FROM FYRHTO PPL!! WOOHOO!!
18. What is the one thing u want it badly now?
1stly...your english sucks! next, can u stop asking things? i'm not materialistic wokay?
19. Whom are u close to?
MUMMY! BROS! ZUE!! woohoo!!
20. Favourite colour of ur world?
BROWN!
instructions : remove one question frm above and add in ur personal question. Make it a total of 20 question then tag 8 people in ur list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify he/she through your tagboard
8 people tagged: Zue, Huda, Qaiyum, ZY, Handsome, Hiu Ching, Aisyah && HAKIM!
conferm satu pun tak buat nanti. tengok je.
1. What do you hate about yourself?
NOthiNG??
fish you for even asking!
2. Where would u go if someone sponsors u an air ticket?
SPonSeReD? wooo! MADINAH...MEKAH!!
3. What's your favourite thing to do?
GO CAMPS! I LOVE TP CAMPS!!
4. Do u think money can buy happiness?
u kidding? i'm in accounting and finance! there's such thing called good will?? shessh!
5. If u were given a chance to received something, what would it be?
can it be someone instead? :)
6. Things you can't live without?
i love raudah's answer! damn funny. (For now, my Spectacles and hp. Esp Spec, once I misplaced it or broke it, that’s it. rabun dok..)
lol kape?
as for me...my faith.
7. What are u afraid to lose?
my laughter:DD can u imagine siti without laughters? sad giler!
8. If you win 1 million, what would u do?
invest. i sound like mr chan. GOD! oh! i noe! buy summer house at mekah! then ask everyone stay there:))
9. What do u dream of doing in the future?
doing? idk...HAVE MORE FUN? GEREKS!
10. List out 3 good point the who gave this survey?
NICE! GEREK! && SHORTIE LIKE ME!! woots!!!
11. What makes me happy?
when u say me do u refer to u or to me?
so subjective. shessh!
12. What type of person do u hate most?
i'll give the same answer everytime. THERE'S A TYPE? I DON'T NOTICE!
13. If u could have a superpower what would it be?
Tak nak power ah. i love me for myself:)
14. Which season do u like?
Singapore where got season? it's sunny all year round! and i'm loving it!!
15. What do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
thing? not really thing ah....but its my family. i'd die without them.
16. (personal question) (this is a bonus question!) Who's the person you always blog about?
Ade ah orang tu. READ MY BLOG LAH! gees!
17. Who was the last person who hugged u?
Don't know! Too many hugs at one go. BUT IT WAS FROM FYRHTO PPL!! WOOHOO!!
18. What is the one thing u want it badly now?
1stly...your english sucks! next, can u stop asking things? i'm not materialistic wokay?
19. Whom are u close to?
MUMMY! BROS! ZUE!! woohoo!!
20. Favourite colour of ur world?
BROWN!
instructions : remove one question frm above and add in ur personal question. Make it a total of 20 question then tag 8 people in ur list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify he/she through your tagboard
8 people tagged: Zue, Huda, Qaiyum, ZY, Handsome, Hiu Ching, Aisyah && HAKIM!
conferm satu pun tak buat nanti. tengok je.
Friday, July 4, 2008
GREAT DAY=)
so yah.
just when i thought life's gonna be tough, Allah pat my back and handed me a helping hand.
syukur alhamdullilah!
have i told u Allah, i love you like truckloads lah.
today all my problems seems to be lifted. like when a problem come by, there'll always be someone/thing to help me thru it. i'm thankful for everyone who was around me today. i'm thankful for the happiness i felt. i'm thankful cos today is much better than yesterday:)
if yesterday i mourned for the death of life, today i rejoiced for the moments my breath was taken away. began with me waking up late. 8. lecture, 9. didn't miss anything during fa lecture. how cool was that? then morning sms with zy and zue! in fa lecture! hehe! wonderful lunch with zue's icg! you guys damn funny lah! make my day again please? and of course, everytime i see zue, i feel good:D
3 hours of lab wasn't torture even without me not doing the tutorials. lucky not to be selected. and ms kun damn nice! i like her and csa. basically i like everything today. everything happened impromtu. that's the way i like it! surprise! surprise!
oh! i had a great big weight about me when i left house. i haven't print everything i need for the bursary application and for my portfolio also. however, since i seem to be damn lucky today, everything worked out perfectly, even without my handy dandy cashcard and classmates:)
then come the fyrhto chalet plans. cropped up ah but i'm glad it did. supposed to go at 5 rite? after lesson, sms everyone, semue tak free. ade je bende. and zue, i don't blame u. i pray for your uncle's quick recovery. i'm sure he'll be fine:)
anyways, sms-ed handsome(bao yi) and guess what? she invited me to go to the chalet wif her! :)) happy lah. but while waiting for her to come to school, i was with haslinda, my coursemate, and her friend, syahida. cool shit! random friends are loved:) ate at itas. actually i teman them only. saw many people. shessh:D laugh like crap. gees. TGIF HAPPENED! although not as fun. happen it did. weeeee!
at 6.30, they left for the school pond and i headed off to mushroom. seems to me the school's damn quiet. but even then, the heys to random people occured:P then saw hiu ching again. at the same time, handsome came. this whole bunch had a different agenda. they were heading to the auditorium...for TPSU AGM! freak! hahahah! but sporting that i am, pergi je ah. tup tup, dapat door gift. a laptop case. coolness! and free food after that! not to mention, a quick boom boom! cheer session. everyone was so HIGH!! WOOTZA! lepas satu-satu. BOMBARDMENTS OF GEREKNESS LAH!! weeheee! and hakim was like WOOOO! to think he had just emcee-ed the whole event and still had that much energy in that THIN BODY! hahahah! joking yah?
but fyrhto still the best lah. altho i'm forced to admit, i hate the fact fyrhto was the 3rd to break into cheer mood. wols! hehehehs!
wanna noe wat? during the AGM, i'm inspired but there were still doubts. kudos to hakim for clearing those:) i hope i'll make it in. *prays real hard! going for interview monday wif handsome. monday oso i going to hand in ENDORSED bursary form. fast kan! i realised, that's tp:) and i like it>.<
oh oh! KRIK KRIK! is the new IN THING! go samba! go malay cultural group for adopting and promoting it! HAHAHs!
tomorrow got projects to do. tutorials and lectures to catch up upon. can u imagine? that on an international rest day:P
i guess in the end, i didn't need the chalet to turn my life around. being just me, with god's will, everything's bound to turn right side up!
and something to share, i found it meaningful. can't remember the exact words but it carries the same meaning. (from the slides shown at AGM):
its not the number of breaths we have left that matters, but the moments which takes our breath away...
just when i thought life's gonna be tough, Allah pat my back and handed me a helping hand.
syukur alhamdullilah!
have i told u Allah, i love you like truckloads lah.
today all my problems seems to be lifted. like when a problem come by, there'll always be someone/thing to help me thru it. i'm thankful for everyone who was around me today. i'm thankful for the happiness i felt. i'm thankful cos today is much better than yesterday:)
if yesterday i mourned for the death of life, today i rejoiced for the moments my breath was taken away. began with me waking up late. 8. lecture, 9. didn't miss anything during fa lecture. how cool was that? then morning sms with zy and zue! in fa lecture! hehe! wonderful lunch with zue's icg! you guys damn funny lah! make my day again please? and of course, everytime i see zue, i feel good:D
3 hours of lab wasn't torture even without me not doing the tutorials. lucky not to be selected. and ms kun damn nice! i like her and csa. basically i like everything today. everything happened impromtu. that's the way i like it! surprise! surprise!
oh! i had a great big weight about me when i left house. i haven't print everything i need for the bursary application and for my portfolio also. however, since i seem to be damn lucky today, everything worked out perfectly, even without my handy dandy cashcard and classmates:)
then come the fyrhto chalet plans. cropped up ah but i'm glad it did. supposed to go at 5 rite? after lesson, sms everyone, semue tak free. ade je bende. and zue, i don't blame u. i pray for your uncle's quick recovery. i'm sure he'll be fine:)
anyways, sms-ed handsome(bao yi) and guess what? she invited me to go to the chalet wif her! :)) happy lah. but while waiting for her to come to school, i was with haslinda, my coursemate, and her friend, syahida. cool shit! random friends are loved:) ate at itas. actually i teman them only. saw many people. shessh:D laugh like crap. gees. TGIF HAPPENED! although not as fun. happen it did. weeeee!
at 6.30, they left for the school pond and i headed off to mushroom. seems to me the school's damn quiet. but even then, the heys to random people occured:P then saw hiu ching again. at the same time, handsome came. this whole bunch had a different agenda. they were heading to the auditorium...for TPSU AGM! freak! hahahah! but sporting that i am, pergi je ah. tup tup, dapat door gift. a laptop case. coolness! and free food after that! not to mention, a quick boom boom! cheer session. everyone was so HIGH!! WOOTZA! lepas satu-satu. BOMBARDMENTS OF GEREKNESS LAH!! weeheee! and hakim was like WOOOO! to think he had just emcee-ed the whole event and still had that much energy in that THIN BODY! hahahah! joking yah?
but fyrhto still the best lah. altho i'm forced to admit, i hate the fact fyrhto was the 3rd to break into cheer mood. wols! hehehehs!
wanna noe wat? during the AGM, i'm inspired but there were still doubts. kudos to hakim for clearing those:) i hope i'll make it in. *prays real hard! going for interview monday wif handsome. monday oso i going to hand in ENDORSED bursary form. fast kan! i realised, that's tp:) and i like it>.<
oh oh! KRIK KRIK! is the new IN THING! go samba! go malay cultural group for adopting and promoting it! HAHAHs!
tomorrow got projects to do. tutorials and lectures to catch up upon. can u imagine? that on an international rest day:P
i guess in the end, i didn't need the chalet to turn my life around. being just me, with god's will, everything's bound to turn right side up!
and something to share, i found it meaningful. can't remember the exact words but it carries the same meaning. (from the slides shown at AGM):
its not the number of breaths we have left that matters, but the moments which takes our breath away...
i feel so lonely today.
very sad.
and alone.
i'm beside myself throughout the day.
and i don't think i'll be in tpsu.
today is a sad day for me.
looking on the brighter side. i'm hoping tmr's a TGIF:)
ya allah, please let tomorrow be better. i'm begging.
i don't think i can stand this torture.
i don't think i can survive it.
i can't live alone.
this is not fair.
i miss lil bro.
please come home soon:(
very sad.
and alone.
i'm beside myself throughout the day.
and i don't think i'll be in tpsu.
today is a sad day for me.
looking on the brighter side. i'm hoping tmr's a TGIF:)
ya allah, please let tomorrow be better. i'm begging.
i don't think i can stand this torture.
i don't think i can survive it.
i can't live alone.
this is not fair.
i miss lil bro.
please come home soon:(
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
sick fish
so everyone's been asking me why i call myself fish.
SO?
so everyone know's i'm sick.
SO?
so my family don't believe i'm really sick.
SO?
i'm tired of having to explain myself. it sucks. truly. i guess you're just not worth the explainations much less the impact of my words.
i guess i told you before. one of these days i'm gonna get sick. its past time anyways. i'm always sick latest by may and another sick period would be on the last 3rd quater of the year. so yah.
i was terribly sick on monday. it was searing hot outside but i shivered of coldness inside. like really, 2 blankets and 1 duvet couldn't make me hot enough. (don't think dirty!) i was like freezing lah. my body was numb and my brain kept screaming take panadol. in the end, of course, my mind won and i broke out in cold sweat 3 hours later. my fever was over but that wasn't the end of my misery. the pounding headache became worst and my stomach couldn't quench down its nausea. vomitted till there's nothing to vomit, cried like a baby because of the pain. i felt like dying. thankfully, by morning i was able to walk straight enough to get to the clinic. waited for 1 bloody hour in the queue and another 1 hour to get out of it. by the time i walked home, the sun was bad enough to kill my brain cells. i've been taking frequent showers and drinking water in small portions according to the doctor's advice to cure my stomach flu. the flu was so bad, all my favourite food tasted like baby food and all the drinks like crap. and basically, even though i have eaten, i would feel like i haven't for 10 days. AND THE DOCTOR SAID I HAD DEHYDRATION!! freak rite? i know. he even gave me hydration salts. like what the deuce?
2 days mc. today's the 2nd day already. so fast. i'm missing samba today. sad. wonder what my group is doing in school right now. gosh i miss school. and i've yet to do so mant things.
1) Print the certs for APEL portfolio
2) Print CSA notes
3) Do all my tutorials since last week!
4) Hand in my punchcard
5) Clean my room
6) Update this blog on so many happenings; eg, fyrhto SO? workshop, my batam trip, NAS concert, Samba's 1st performance, etc..
that said. i'll see you again. insyallah. btw, that means, with god's will. yeah...
bye docs!
SO?
so everyone know's i'm sick.
SO?
so my family don't believe i'm really sick.
SO?
i'm tired of having to explain myself. it sucks. truly. i guess you're just not worth the explainations much less the impact of my words.
i guess i told you before. one of these days i'm gonna get sick. its past time anyways. i'm always sick latest by may and another sick period would be on the last 3rd quater of the year. so yah.
i was terribly sick on monday. it was searing hot outside but i shivered of coldness inside. like really, 2 blankets and 1 duvet couldn't make me hot enough. (don't think dirty!) i was like freezing lah. my body was numb and my brain kept screaming take panadol. in the end, of course, my mind won and i broke out in cold sweat 3 hours later. my fever was over but that wasn't the end of my misery. the pounding headache became worst and my stomach couldn't quench down its nausea. vomitted till there's nothing to vomit, cried like a baby because of the pain. i felt like dying. thankfully, by morning i was able to walk straight enough to get to the clinic. waited for 1 bloody hour in the queue and another 1 hour to get out of it. by the time i walked home, the sun was bad enough to kill my brain cells. i've been taking frequent showers and drinking water in small portions according to the doctor's advice to cure my stomach flu. the flu was so bad, all my favourite food tasted like baby food and all the drinks like crap. and basically, even though i have eaten, i would feel like i haven't for 10 days. AND THE DOCTOR SAID I HAD DEHYDRATION!! freak rite? i know. he even gave me hydration salts. like what the deuce?
2 days mc. today's the 2nd day already. so fast. i'm missing samba today. sad. wonder what my group is doing in school right now. gosh i miss school. and i've yet to do so mant things.
1) Print the certs for APEL portfolio
2) Print CSA notes
3) Do all my tutorials since last week!
4) Hand in my punchcard
5) Clean my room
6) Update this blog on so many happenings; eg, fyrhto SO? workshop, my batam trip, NAS concert, Samba's 1st performance, etc..
that said. i'll see you again. insyallah. btw, that means, with god's will. yeah...
bye docs!
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