facts about HIM

realise my title. it wrote facts. i mean it.

1. he doesn't know i exist.
2. he is all i think about even with hot guys around me.
3. i miss him every moment of the day.
4. my heart skips 3 beats everytime i get a glance of him.
5. i can look at him all day, all months, all years, all centurions and will still feel like i've not looked at him enough.
6. the thought of him stir up so many emotions i could not describe. i feel scared, angry, sad, happy, confuse and something else i couldn't understand.
7. i would sacrifice getting hurt just so i could feel what it is like to be loved by him for a moment.
8. i would not cry when he gets attached to someone else for i know he would be happy and i will be happy for him although i know i'd die inside.
9. i don't think i hate this obsession. it's just new. although i've felt it since last year.
10. i think i love him. a lot. enough to let him go. enough to let him seek a wonderful, beautiful world without my presence.