soot+smoke+heat=fun!!

ok so what have siti done these past few days?
leaving no updates what-so-ever.

on sunday, was girls-day-out for me n mummy
went to a religious class, along the way, she bought for me...MILO PENG!! long time never drink already la and under the searing heat of the sun..it was simply heaven. then we went shopping, wanted to buy clothes then i decided that stuff at bugis were cheaper, so we went on a food search instead. wanted to eat at LJS then didn't know where it was as century square was under construction. so we went to Royals to buy me a brownie and lots and lots of puffs for us and the whole family.

on monday, yesterday, was a hell-lot-of fun for me!
I HAD CLASS BBQ AND CHOIR BBQ AT THE SAME TIME!!
so made plans with yusneeta to meet at class chalet then take cab go to choir one together. i was at downtown already when yus sms to say she and the choir comm were already at the choir bbq. i was stunned, then quickly made plans with fraulein to meet at downtown then take cab together. i was lucky fraulein was agreeable. so had some fun at chalet, try to help at building a fire and failed and ate some food before leaving and meeting fraulein. on the way, i bought soya bean ice-cream (my fav) as fraulein said she'll be running late. licked and licked at my ice cream, but ppl at the bus stop were so crude. i quote," she's licking that thing like a pro seh. wonder where she got her skills from." i was angry and gave them a stare they won't soon forget. bloody devil's incarnates. fraulein came at that moment so i was really grateful for the timing and hailed a cab asap.along the way we talked about our plans for this holiday and our future. i think it was durin then that we patched up. didn't really notice it but since then we were talking like last time. i even forgot the reason why we fought and didn't talk for the longest time. like people say, time heals all wounds. but as all wounds, the scar still remain and though we may be like we used to, it will never be the same again. "it's too late to apologise". then we met most of the choir people there, and kuan hon with his antics forever funny and irritating but fun all the same. went home very late, after everyone else had left, sent home by rui shan's dad. made a promise, i'll swear to keep unless fate would have it otherwise. i'll buy the choir concert ticket from you alrite? don't worry.

on tuesday, today.
I WOKE UP AT 12PM PEOPLE!!
guess i was really that tired. at 1230pm, after showers and lunch, my dad, bro n i went to the white sands to borrow some books at the library and go shopping for groceries. along the way, i remembered i was supposed to go back to school and see the choir practice. sms fraulein. she said she's also not going. i wanted to inform one of the choir members, realised i didn't have any of their contact. i felt bad. as fate would have it, i didn't fulfil one of the things i said i would do, again. so shoot me, i'm not perfect. i tried to better the situation and failed. shut up concience! went home quickly and saw hui xin was online so made plans to go class chalet with her. came earlier so that i can help out with the fire again! and like all the times before, i ended up doing nothing but be the one to buy and carry charcoals and fire starters back to the chalet. bo jun, siew yin and hui xin did most of the work while i just stood by and fanned the smoke from the fire building up. at least this time, the fire build up faster thanks to the new charcoals which i bought! so ok. about 15 minutes later everyone started bringing out food and bbqueing it together. night came slowly into the picture and shuhadah and zai wang and the boys from my class came with it. so the boys really did nothing except to eat and entertain cute mr tan and his daughter who came later. i was rather hoping that more teachers would come but again i was disappointed. nevertheless, i had fun. and that was all that matters.

so went home bout 1030, earlier then yest, which was at 1130. then got lectured by mum about going out and returning at such late hours, which was really inappropriate for a girl and also the pet talk about how i should really take care of my prayer timings. fine, i deserve it. knew it was coming anyway after all these time when i keep going out for all the poly camps and the outings to meet up with friends and huda and all that. i'm repentant. i'm truly sorry Allah for forgetting you at times and i would do my best to make up for it and not to repeat it again. i knew i was wrong and i truly regret all my actions. please forgive me Allah and know that i will always love you, no matter what i do.