Saturday, January 17, 2009

I"M IN LOVE. crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.crap.

so apparently the title won't fit in the number of craps i actually feel right about now.
apparently, so many wild things happened while i was away. like WTH!!
i want to fight! justice! (esp since my ASAD lessons, i feel so much braver man!!) :)

so anyways, the-everyone-knows-whats-going-on samba politics-cum-egoistical-cum-bimbolicious truth has finally gone out! (kudos to aisyah! altho i noe u think its frustrating u deserve the thanks all of us juniors really feel) and _______ to those who misunderstand us who tries our best to explain the problems that was created by you, yourselves and so many others who fails to see the problems. bloody blind ppl. shessh!!

and i face truckloads of these kinda of stuff everywhere i go. apparently ppl live of these things. that i can be super certain. DUNIA INI PANGUNG SANDIWARA!!! meaning, no drama no life. and no one wants that kind of mundane i-am-perfect life. NO ONE!!
atleastidontthinkso:/ bahahhahhaahahas.

and TO ABU. i seriously have a heavy crush on you. stop being so nice to me already. its damn hard as it is. i love ur eyes, your attitude, your coolness, your moves, your voice, your stance, your recoverin foot, your determination, your passion to teach, your face (so cute!!), your jokes, your heart-melting smile, your laugh and last but not least, your faith to Allah. may all of your life be blessed with happiness and joy and wealth and health and all good stuff. u deserve it seh. like really. i don't even mind if you find another girl whom you love with all your heart. cos i noe u deserve her. even if she don't deserve you.

i pray that Allah won't give me everything i ask for. cos i've asked for some very bad things that i've come to regret. really. so sorry god.


and i love You. thank You for giving me everything i need right now. thank You for giving me Your faith. thank You for letting me live this life for i've seen wonders more than pain and hurt. for the world that i love. and with that, please help my relatives in Gaza. give them what you have given me. give them heaven for they have not seen it yet in their lives. dont give them hope if it will only break their hearts and life till they cant stand living anymore.

i so tired right now. man u match later against bolton. i hope they win. what AM I SAYING?? of course THEY WILL!! hahahhhahahhs!

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