Saturday, March 1, 2008

STMXXXXL~short-term memory extra loss

firstly. sorry huda for not making a special blog in lieu of your birthday. honestly speaking, i forgot all about it.

secondly, sorry to mum and bros and all who was affected because of me today. as i said so many times before, i have short-term memory loss. i really didn't mean to do it. i guess under the circumstances, you can't blame me too. how were we supposed to go to an open-air scavenger's hunt when it was heavily pouring outside?

thirdly, to hakim. i don't know if you know what i know you don't want to know but i know i want you to know what i hope you know everytime i know you know that i just know. to people who understands, please don't tell others for then it won't be our little secret anymore now wouldn't it?

now where was i? oh!

to mas selamat. please stop playing hide and seek already. if you are already out of singapore just tell people that you are and stop causing all this chaos here when people think that you are where you are not. IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE! THE JOKE IS OVER! to think that you could receive the privilliege of being wanted dead or alive! huh!

so today. cancelled outing to sungai rd and to mcs for big breakfast. i even cancelled the morning jog! urgh! stupid rain. but in a way it was wonderful as today is the first time in many months i get to sleep in a it's raining outside:) heaven. truly. then rushed out in the afternoon to meet huda and her bestie to go to bugis to shop. well, for me it was actually called window shopping. but anyways, guess who i met along the way? yes, i saw him again. who u ask? well, if it isn't our mr. hot guy. urgh! to think i could be so affected by a member of the opposite sex. i'm not sexist. i'm just not inclined to having any personal affections to them (save for my family and friends tt is). anyways, i realised i've never talked to him once since i've added him in my contact list. i have this bloody feeling he would probably have deleted me from his contact list anyway. too bad siti. he's probably not meant for you. they say a girl's heart can be captured again and again and a guy's, once caught, it'll last his lifetime. so nevermind about me. just go on with your life. and to syad, aka bob, thanks a lot. what ever you said just snapped me out of it. i will not try what you suggested not because i don't have the courage but because i don't have the strenght to rebound from a rejection. it'll just be too much. so....

moving on. i guess that's it. oh! i've been listening toa song called timeless sang as a duet by kelly clarkson and justin guarini. they truly have the chemistry and they sound really good together:))

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