dead bored

i need find something to do. period.

i realised that not being employed while you're having your holidays sucks. big time. especially if you're me. had a big fight with mum yesterday. i even wrote a suicide letter. i still feel i'm not guilty of slacking around. don't expect me to apologise. and now she's not talking to me. fine. whatever. and you are biased. you don't realise it. and you said i'm rude! hmph! omi! kau diam sudah lah! mama manjekan kau sejak kecik jadi kau tak yah bukak mulut kau! relek ica...sabar...breathe...1..2..3

got round to cleaning up my room. special note, fadhlun, COME BY MY HOUSE!!

got a lot of people sms-ing me for no complete reason asking for my name and age. seriously...COME ON!! i don't need stalkers. please and thank you.

got a camera from Wak Ila!!! THANKS MAN! U ROCK MY STRIPEY SOCKS!! but i still don't know what it is for. but... dah rezeki kan? tak kan nak tolak pulak. sorry bros.. TOO BAD!

i realise i'm confused right now. i have lots of things to do but i don't want to do them. instead i'm finding other things to do. dumb!

checklist
*hand in library books by tomorrow (date due!)
*buy a bike (ok ah. its a want not a need. so?!)
*withdraw cash (again! i need it. i didn't realise i can finish so much cash in such a short time)
*visit nenek (i've been postponing this. don't know why)
*clear other parts of my room (really siti! you need to focus!)
*go borders (no comments)
*research on laptops and other stuffs
*wardrobe makeover (please?!)
*room makeover (clean it first can?)
*go out with huda and kak norls (YES! YES!)
*finish reading the Quran before school starts (fat hope!)
*mangkul as a family (help??)

so that's about it. i'll not be blogging for some time. coz mum is fed-up with me. she thinks all i do at home is finish the resources. i'm crying from within. bye folks....