Monday, May 11, 2009

the darkness

sometimes i think i think too much
sometimes i wished that what i've done would more than enough
sometimes i hoped that the smiles and laughters i have could light up the night

but then again, who's to care
i'm gonna die a virgin anyway right
i'm gonna rot and hope that there'd be more to life than just this
i'm gonna stay awake and wish that when i blink i'll be sleeping
i'm gonna sleep and wake up realising i've been dead for a long time
i'm gonna make everyone hate me and not cry cause that's what i wanted
i'm dip myself in honey and put myself on the grill
just so you can have me for lunch, dinner and supper.

cos that's what all of you wanted since you saw me walking pass you
cos you hated the fact that your life is lesser than perfect
cos you wanted me to suffer for having laughter like no other
cos all you ever wanted is to rub off hatred and anger

and all i could wish for
is for you to love yourself more
cos there's more to you than that which meets the eye
and if i could have this much faith in you
how could you not have this much faith in Allah
the one who created you
chose you among all the others
to live the life

a life that's far more perfect than a majority of others
a life that's full of happiness which only you fail to see
a life that's brighter than the darkness you've succumbed yourself to..

ajkh aje ah.

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