My house is under-going through cleaning:)
always bad news for me cause my chores suddenly go triplefold. sheessh...
anyways, right now i'm planning the look of my new room.
need to find out the colours, the contrast, the new arrangement of furnitures, lots to throw away for sure. hehe!
that will mean 2 things.
1) i'll be tired as hell this few days
2) i gonna get new stuff:) bestnye!
today got kenduri. dunno if i wanna go or not.
bro went for an interview for a job he didn't know he applied for.
ouh! i forgot the most important reason for blogging.
i'm damn angry and sad! my period just came!
like 2 days before puase! WTH!!
sobbing here*
coz i need to complete the first 50 pages of the quran by the first week.
if not cannot finish.
and considering it, i have more to do during the fasting month.
Allah give me strenght please:)
k bye^.^
p.s u like the songs i just put up? hehehs. nice rite?
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Friday, August 29, 2008
OLA!!
long time no blog. miss lah. k fine, i miss everyone.*dush dush!*
miss zue, kak norls, huda, ha..(oops), samba people, gile2 people, nass people... waaaa!
and most of all, i've been missing you.
yes, my life. you. heheh, jangan kembang eh!
rite now,
i feel bubbling happiness. i feel cherished and loved.
i love my family. and friends. and most of all Allah.
thank you for everything. i'm blessed because of you. love you;)
thank you for everything. i'm blessed because of you. love you;)
on that note, i might not blog everyday.
and no brenda, call me time and again, i won't come to work.
i'm too busy enjoying my life.
well, not enjoy, enjoy. but content.
even with this stupid nose sneezing blood again.
and my body not stopping to warm itself.
yeah. i'm sick. but i think i'm better now:)
i've been a pig. not that i'm gloating.
sleep. eat. read comics. blow nose. sleep. thats the cycle.
intend to break it today.
cos tomorrow's teacher's day.
cos tomorrow's teacher's day.
no link. k fine.
wait, got leh. cos garfield's my number 1 teacher:) wakakaka!
ouh, saturday got kenduri arwah. i miss the old guy already.
i din tell you yet. the only guy i've ever called atuk died last friday.
he died thursday nite. sedih seh. i went over as soon as my paper ended.
he's kak norls grandad. somehow, he's related.
you know what make it even more sad?
his immediate family members came strolling in,
after his body was brought over to Darul Gufran mosque for prayers. wt..
death is the topic these few days. and ghosts.
like wth... i do ghost. but yeah, sometimes i wish i don't.
amalina, ain and me went popeyes yesterday. at airport T1. damn nice:)
the food, the environment, the long talk, the laughing:)
save the part where i felt like my nose was frozen ice. literally.
cos the moment we got onto the "sauna" cargo lift, my nose just started bleeding. dumn luck.
today's plans were cancelled. no ikea. no courts. no giant:( only rain.
when are you gonna get painted and decorated 19-year old room?
but then again, day was not wasted:)
considering i slept half of it off, and i read garfield comics which were highly motivating.
and i finally fed my pets. then i watched malay dramas at tv3.
this one is very good:) that coming from me, its a must-not-miss.then there's dendam.
haven't finish watching all but then i think the story line not as fun as kekasihku seru.
kekek ah:P
kekek ah:P
eh btw rite, my exams went well.
i'm hoping no sub paper.
so i can enjoy puase and holidays in peace.
and daddy got a new job:) so proud lah.
he working as a medical officer assistant or something.
well, basically, he drives the ambulans and fixs stuff:) u noe how great that is? fuyoh.
make way world, a new hero is on the way>.<
and i think my hormones raging up again.
stupidity have a way of making me follow its footsteps.
sheesh.
k bye:)
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
stop being jealous of others.
be happy for them:)
and be even much, much more happier for yourself.
you don't know how much you'll miss by not doing so.
a great friend told me that.
and for that i thank you, zy:)
btw, forgot to say this the last time.
i know i'm damned lag.
but in the end, i'll get there. i swear.
finished watching heroes 2. stupid ending. truly.
got a C for financial accounting. 60% paper here i come.
need to get at least 85 marks to get A.
75 if i want a B. like crap rite? i noe.
i have this stupid feeling i'll screw up my first sem. urgh!
of all things. my trip to bintan is confirmed. so...6 october here i come:)
be happy for them:)
and be even much, much more happier for yourself.
you don't know how much you'll miss by not doing so.
a great friend told me that.
and for that i thank you, zy:)
btw, forgot to say this the last time.
i know i'm damned lag.
but in the end, i'll get there. i swear.
finished watching heroes 2. stupid ending. truly.
got a C for financial accounting. 60% paper here i come.
need to get at least 85 marks to get A.
75 if i want a B. like crap rite? i noe.
i have this stupid feeling i'll screw up my first sem. urgh!
of all things. my trip to bintan is confirmed. so...6 october here i come:)
Sunday, August 10, 2008
X-hausting!!
fuuyooohhh!!
glad the day was OVER!
theheess!
had so much fun...
oh btw, HAPPY B'DAE ARIPP!!!
don't break too many glass now yeah? wkakakakak!
OH! OH!
there's one reason for posting today.
and that is solely to say...
M&M CRU DON'T DESERVE TO WIN!
heck, i think the crowd was JEERING?! hahahahah!
mean siti. but yeah, wadever. ADCD WOOOOO!
for those slow ones
yesterday, there was a final showdown to determine the winner.
so, at the teen choice award, they held the freaking battle.
not fair. cos i had to be in singapore. it was our birthday man! boohoo.
so anyway, for more info, click here.
and YAY!! to my class!
we're happie again! woots!
and to all students in TP, THE VERY BEST OF LUCKS YAH?
we'll all study and get good grades=)
like i'm sure we'll all party like hell after that.
u noe wat. i just realised something.
i have lesser than a week to celebrate before its puase ald. waaaaaaaa....
but nevermind...
i have a goal.
to qatam my Quran again.
before hari raya dis year.
i've been lagging on my ngaji and that can't be good.
hehehe!
and if you're free, and have got nothing to do besides hanging around late at night these days...
shame on you.
1) cos i'm jealous
2) cos its hungry ghost
3) cos you're not studying! bad boy/girl! wakakak!
anyways. saw something i'd like to share wif you guys.
don't know if its meaningful or anything. hehes!
i saw the effects of a cosmopolitan singapore today.
firstly. i saw a wedding. not surprising considering the date (08/08/08) of the day before.
secondly. i saw a family burning incence for the dead. not surprising considering the month.
thirdly...i saw kuda kepang being done at the grass area. and every performer was using RED! i don't know if its in occasion of national day or what. but red isn't exactly a colour you'd wear around kuda kepang performance.
here's the catch.
all of those things i saw, was in the same area. the place near the Holy Trinity church. the grass patch area was a little smaller than the size of my HOUSE!! wth...
okok. enuf said.
damn sad never take photo today.
a lot of fun stuffs lor!! hahahax! will remember that on the next birthday celebration. weeee!
glad the day was OVER!
theheess!
had so much fun...
oh btw, HAPPY B'DAE ARIPP!!!
don't break too many glass now yeah? wkakakakak!
OH! OH!
there's one reason for posting today.
and that is solely to say...
M&M CRU DON'T DESERVE TO WIN!
heck, i think the crowd was JEERING?! hahahahah!
mean siti. but yeah, wadever. ADCD WOOOOO!
for those slow ones
yesterday, there was a final showdown to determine the winner.
so, at the teen choice award, they held the freaking battle.
not fair. cos i had to be in singapore. it was our birthday man! boohoo.
so anyway, for more info, click here.
and YAY!! to my class!
we're happie again! woots!
and to all students in TP, THE VERY BEST OF LUCKS YAH?
we'll all study and get good grades=)
like i'm sure we'll all party like hell after that.
u noe wat. i just realised something.
i have lesser than a week to celebrate before its puase ald. waaaaaaaa....
but nevermind...
i have a goal.
to qatam my Quran again.
before hari raya dis year.
i've been lagging on my ngaji and that can't be good.
hehehe!
and if you're free, and have got nothing to do besides hanging around late at night these days...
shame on you.
1) cos i'm jealous
2) cos its hungry ghost
3) cos you're not studying! bad boy/girl! wakakak!
anyways. saw something i'd like to share wif you guys.
don't know if its meaningful or anything. hehes!
i saw the effects of a cosmopolitan singapore today.
firstly. i saw a wedding. not surprising considering the date (08/08/08) of the day before.
secondly. i saw a family burning incence for the dead. not surprising considering the month.
thirdly...i saw kuda kepang being done at the grass area. and every performer was using RED! i don't know if its in occasion of national day or what. but red isn't exactly a colour you'd wear around kuda kepang performance.
here's the catch.
all of those things i saw, was in the same area. the place near the Holy Trinity church. the grass patch area was a little smaller than the size of my HOUSE!! wth...
okok. enuf said.
damn sad never take photo today.
a lot of fun stuffs lor!! hahahax! will remember that on the next birthday celebration. weeee!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
milk and cookies
for those who knows me for who i truly am...
you would know what the title of the post means...
yes, i'm offering a peace offering.
i know the time i've not been around has sparked off so many painful critisisms about me.
to my classmates...
i am sorry you felt what you felt.
i didn't say you guys were noob shit.
if you had read the post correctly, i said,"this is just noob shit"
so please, stop seeing what you want to see. i didn't mean it that way.
and, as far as i am concerned, i've never been included in any activites you guys participated in.
for example purposes; "D3m0n: u r the one who left early n y didnt u wait for us tat u cn b in the photo too? dun anyhow comment on class photos girl..."
it is not cos i didn't want to. its cos you guys never told me about it.
so who's in the wrong now?
is it me? who don't understand 98% of the stuff you guys talk about?
and please, this is my blog.
i know you guys feel that its wrong to "comment on class photos"
but like what you said and i admit its true.
it is just a comment. why so angry joker?
i don't know if your purpose is to bring down my esteem and pride, whatever...
however, whatever you guys are doing is wrong.
and this is verbal insult. it would come under the law penalty. i am protected.
you guys don't know it yet, but this may be one of the rarerest post i wrote against someone.
i rarely bitch around in post.
if you had read it since i entered 1A07, i had never said a single bad thing about the class.
even when you guys confronted me for saying,"shut up!" in class.
except for that single line when i said the class photo was depressing.
even then, i had never said anything bad about you guys.
i just wrote down what i felt.
if you guys have been tagging on my blog with nasty comments about me so freely,
why cant i write down what i want in my own blog?
seems fair isn't it
i can't apologise for something i don't think is wrong.
not because of pride.
its because my guilty conscience won't allow it.
but for you guys i'd be willing to do anything.
if only you would see it.
on that first day with you guys, and the consequent weeks after,
it was great.
i've posted about it before.
then, we just got caught up with the works of poly...cliques.
jocelyn told me its only natural.
so fine, i stepped back to give you guys more space.
but what have you interpret that as, me having a "sulky attitude"
and like heck.
your war is with me. don't fight with any of my family and friends.
if you want to make someone the victim, why not just make it me?
i don't mind all of your hurtful words.
i can take it.
but please don't inflict it on them.
they know me better than you guys do at any rate.
like seriously, you guys don't even know my second name is khairunnisa.
not knowing how to pronounce it or even spell it.
yes you can find out, but whoever has time enough to even ask?
you guys don't know i can be nice.
you guys don't know who i am.
cos you guys never talk to me.
so i don't blame you for thinking as you did.
lets just take it as a way to better ourselves.
not everyone is perfect.
and who am i in the eyes of perfection?
so if you would...
tomorrow is national day eve.
i would like to celebrate with you guys with no hard feelings.
i've been bad at posting stuff i knew might hurt you.
i didn't even know you guys had my blog link.
so for that, i apologise.
i'm sorry.
from the bottom of my heart.
please accept it?
if you do,
please wear red on friday.
celebrate our happiness together like last time^.^
it's most probably the last time we'd get to do this kindda stuff.
besides, i know red is the guys favourite colour.
you wear it every week.
correct me if i'm wrong alrite:)
anyways, see you guys when i see you.
by then, i hope we can look at each others eyes and smile:)
you would know what the title of the post means...
yes, i'm offering a peace offering.
i know the time i've not been around has sparked off so many painful critisisms about me.
to my classmates...
i am sorry you felt what you felt.
i didn't say you guys were noob shit.
if you had read the post correctly, i said,"this is just noob shit"
so please, stop seeing what you want to see. i didn't mean it that way.
and, as far as i am concerned, i've never been included in any activites you guys participated in.
for example purposes; "D3m0n: u r the one who left early n y didnt u wait for us tat u cn b in the photo too? dun anyhow comment on class photos girl..."
it is not cos i didn't want to. its cos you guys never told me about it.
so who's in the wrong now?
is it me? who don't understand 98% of the stuff you guys talk about?
and please, this is my blog.
i know you guys feel that its wrong to "comment on class photos"
but like what you said and i admit its true.
it is just a comment. why so angry joker?
i don't know if your purpose is to bring down my esteem and pride, whatever...
however, whatever you guys are doing is wrong.
and this is verbal insult. it would come under the law penalty. i am protected.
you guys don't know it yet, but this may be one of the rarerest post i wrote against someone.
i rarely bitch around in post.
if you had read it since i entered 1A07, i had never said a single bad thing about the class.
even when you guys confronted me for saying,"shut up!" in class.
except for that single line when i said the class photo was depressing.
even then, i had never said anything bad about you guys.
i just wrote down what i felt.
if you guys have been tagging on my blog with nasty comments about me so freely,
why cant i write down what i want in my own blog?
seems fair isn't it
i can't apologise for something i don't think is wrong.
not because of pride.
its because my guilty conscience won't allow it.
but for you guys i'd be willing to do anything.
if only you would see it.
on that first day with you guys, and the consequent weeks after,
it was great.
i've posted about it before.
then, we just got caught up with the works of poly...cliques.
jocelyn told me its only natural.
so fine, i stepped back to give you guys more space.
but what have you interpret that as, me having a "sulky attitude"
and like heck.
your war is with me. don't fight with any of my family and friends.
if you want to make someone the victim, why not just make it me?
i don't mind all of your hurtful words.
i can take it.
but please don't inflict it on them.
they know me better than you guys do at any rate.
like seriously, you guys don't even know my second name is khairunnisa.
not knowing how to pronounce it or even spell it.
yes you can find out, but whoever has time enough to even ask?
you guys don't know i can be nice.
you guys don't know who i am.
cos you guys never talk to me.
so i don't blame you for thinking as you did.
lets just take it as a way to better ourselves.
not everyone is perfect.
and who am i in the eyes of perfection?
so if you would...
tomorrow is national day eve.
i would like to celebrate with you guys with no hard feelings.
i've been bad at posting stuff i knew might hurt you.
i didn't even know you guys had my blog link.
so for that, i apologise.
i'm sorry.
from the bottom of my heart.
please accept it?
if you do,
please wear red on friday.
celebrate our happiness together like last time^.^
it's most probably the last time we'd get to do this kindda stuff.
besides, i know red is the guys favourite colour.
you wear it every week.
correct me if i'm wrong alrite:)
anyways, see you guys when i see you.
by then, i hope we can look at each others eyes and smile:)
Monday, August 4, 2008
hey. i'm gonna be super random:P
i realised i wanted to have a life soon. really soon. counting down to this 16th.
exams are like hell. masya'allah.
projects all ending soon. alhamdullilah.
someone's got a crush:)
i haven't got over mine yet:(
realised i can be a huge bitch. but just because>.<
i realised i wanted to have a life soon. really soon. counting down to this 16th.
exams are like hell. masya'allah.
projects all ending soon. alhamdullilah.
someone's got a crush:)
i haven't got over mine yet:(
realised i can be a huge bitch. but just because>.<
i have beautiful girls surrounding my life. jealous boys? hahaha!
BAO!! WOOO!
hot, hot catwomen! FUYOH!!
sayang zue truckloads!!! <333
Kah Yuen!! weee!!
<333
gerekness(& camwhore partner) ina
magician guy n xy=)
winners for the day. wee ector!
pray for everything and everything will be fine:)
k bye.
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