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FUN DAY OUT!

so just now went out again:)) the WHOLE FAMILY WAS THERE!! guess where we went? PASIR RIS BEACH!! for what purpose? PICNIC LAH! when you're in my family, every outing when we have food+fun+me=GREAT, GREAT DAY!! jk,jk:) nevertheless, today was the best day in this whole week!!

1st reason, the statesquo between mum and me is set back to the normal pace. she seems to have forgiven me. claps*claps*. alhamdullilah. i hope this keeps up. coz school doesn't start in 3 weeks time!

2nd reason, we WENT PICNIC! FOR THE 1ST TIME THIS YEAR!! so, i'm glad and thankful;) this outing was long overdue i tell you!

3rd reason. wanna guess what? it's something i fell in love with just last week.
SITI WENT CYCLING AGAIN!! YAY!! i must get my own bike soon:))

4th reason, IT IS THE BEACH! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?! :D

5th reason, today IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY! MY MOOD ALWAYS GO BOOM! besides, yesterday was a meaningful day. so today, its happiness day:) no worries...not for today. like what mr. linderman said, "for a meaningful life, one is condemmed to his past and obsessed about his future. for a life of happiness, one have no care in his past or future, only the present," wise words don't you think?

6th reason, i had never laughed as hard as i did today. from the beach all the way home. and watching pesta! pesta! pesta! and anak mami doesn't help!! my stomach still hurt. and the worst part is, i don't know what tickled my funny bone. i'll laugh at absolutely everything! not that it's any different from any other days of my life. BUT TODAY IS SPECIAL!

7th reason, my body feels worn out but my spirit's flying so high it'll take some time before it goes down. so...don't bother call me down from 7th heaven:)) i'm lovin it!

i'll end at 7. its a lucky number. besides, i am at the 7th storey of heavens right now!! :))hehe.

i'll not talk about yesterday or what is about to happen tomorrow. i'm living a life of happiness today remember? lols.

so farewell fellow earthlings. maybe i'll come back down to earth later.*siti sounds like she's an astronaut! hehe. like what kak suhailah said, chiao pao!!

dead bored

i need find something to do. period.

i realised that not being employed while you're having your holidays sucks. big time. especially if you're me. had a big fight with mum yesterday. i even wrote a suicide letter. i still feel i'm not guilty of slacking around. don't expect me to apologise. and now she's not talking to me. fine. whatever. and you are biased. you don't realise it. and you said i'm rude! hmph! omi! kau diam sudah lah! mama manjekan kau sejak kecik jadi kau tak yah bukak mulut kau! relek ica...sabar...breathe...1..2..3

got round to cleaning up my room. special note, fadhlun, COME BY MY HOUSE!!

got a lot of people sms-ing me for no complete reason asking for my name and age. seriously...COME ON!! i don't need stalkers. please and thank you.

got a camera from Wak Ila!!! THANKS MAN! U ROCK MY STRIPEY SOCKS!! but i still don't know what it is for. but... dah rezeki kan? tak kan nak tolak pulak. sorry bros.. TOO BAD!

i realise i'm confused right now. i have lots of things to do but i don't want to do them. instead i'm finding other things to do. dumb!

checklist
*hand in library books by tomorrow (date due!)
*buy a bike (ok ah. its a want not a need. so?!)
*withdraw cash (again! i need it. i didn't realise i can finish so much cash in such a short time)
*visit nenek (i've been postponing this. don't know why)
*clear other parts of my room (really siti! you need to focus!)
*go borders (no comments)
*research on laptops and other stuffs
*wardrobe makeover (please?!)
*room makeover (clean it first can?)
*go out with huda and kak norls (YES! YES!)
*finish reading the Quran before school starts (fat hope!)
*mangkul as a family (help??)

so that's about it. i'll not be blogging for some time. coz mum is fed-up with me. she thinks all i do at home is finish the resources. i'm crying from within. bye folks....

cycling addict

ok besides completing the eq test which was on my to-do list since last year, i also manage to complete another task on that list. wanna noe what it is? look at the title of the blog:) GET THE IDEA?!

so i, siti khairunnisa, went to a night cycling event organised by muda mudi of perwanit for all of us:) i was excited cum nervous for the event. excited coz the last time i attended such an event it was a night walk and IT WAS SUPER FANTASTIC! nervous coz well... being me, the last time i cycled was when i was 8. that's like 8 years ago can?? talking about all this 8's i guess i was kinda lucky. coz i got a good bike and hey guess wat? I OFFICIALLY CAN CYCLE!! :)) and i'm loving it! so, went to lots of places which i didn't know the name of. hell, i was at sembawang!! :P i didn't even know such a place exist till like yesterday lah. went with raudah. so sad that she can't cycle with us. so much so that we dedicated our group name to her. GHOST RIDER! what can get more original than that?! my group...i miss them like crazy already. members are, hairi, ikhsan, shafiqah, raudah, hafiz and who else but ME!! so hyper! i like hairi. he was nice from the start. you know what he did? i'm advertising him for the marriage mart here but nevermind. he helped raudah with the bike. kirekan hero of the group lah. and he was the only one who didn't lose hope on raudah (besides me but i'm not counted coz i'm her buddy) when she tried and tried to get on a bike too high for her. and he's damn friendly and helpful especially when doing group work. maybe partly becoz his bro is one of the ICs there but i don't think so lah. and he's also an eligible bachelor! and siti thinks he's still single. so...ade chan! siti sound so smitten. aww....

anyways.... not trying to change topic right here just that, well....

i think i should tell you this. i've not updated this blog since last week so a lot had happened. last saturday, i went to kenduri at wak piah's house. the family's doing fine. besides some who didn't do so well in the academic spec of life. like fiza who needs to retake 5 of her o's paper. instead of 3 which everyone claimed for her. and marissa. haizzzz.... even dad said,"i told your wak ila not to force her daughter to take it but she still did...now look what happened." maybe from my tone you would noe wat happened already. so i shall not expose more coz i myself am not sure wat's her result like actually coz she wasn't present there. juz like huda. huda didn't come coz things cropped up as usual. this time its becoz she have to catch her flight to OH-MY-GOD AUSTRALIA!!!!! so yah...I'M REALLY JEALOUS CANNS??

anyways...she got back last thursday. but i didn't pick her up. dumb!!

oh! get this. i talked to cik ida. the oldest among all of the bachelorettes in our family and i also talked to the rest during the kenduri. about what siti? CHALET CUM BBQ!!!!! woohoo! cik ida said she'll do her best and i'll take her word! :))

so this was the part i missed for the last update. coz i was too excited bout the farm trip and the bugis trip i forgot all about the kenduri the nite before. random stuff as usual from me anyways. getting back to this week then...

wednesday was a very wet day. nevertheless, me and bro went to SATA for my medical check for the poly thing. then jeng, jeng, jeng! stupid me went for checkup before enroling online first!! so i was dumb. tough luck man! waited at SATA for 1 hour++ for nothing. besides wasting our fare to get there that is. my apologies bro. when you could have slept at home! so sorry:(

then thursday, determined not to make the same mistake as the day before, i ensured everything was in perfect order before heading out with mum to raffles clinic to do the checkup. THANK GOD THE NURSE THERE WAS MY NEIGHBOUR!! the process was super duper speedy kanns?? 1 hour worth of wait only! and the results were out!! damn good i tell you. despite the large crowd there!! at night i went to the muda mudi religious class and got to noe about...THE NIGHT CYCLING EVENT! started to make plans that very day. knowing my bro will not go, i arrage to meet with others. unfortunately, most backed out last minute! WASTED GILER!! coz it was ROCKING-MY-SOCKS-FUNNESS THERE!!

u noe wat? i'm feeling damn tired. coz yesterday when i woke up it was 3pm. remember? i went night cycling then go home 8am+ already. bathed and went straight to sleep. then in the evening about 5+ i felt bored and mum suggested for a trip to the beach. my brain went like...CYCLE THERE!! hahahahs. penat semalam belum hilang! but it was windy by the beach and i was very hyper there!! cycle here and there not stopping and then when i went home...MY BUTT STARTS TO HURT LIKE A LOT!!! i think its becoz of the my younger bro's bike seat. too damn small!! hahahhahahs.

i'm not weak emotionally kay?

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

honestly i'm happy with the results:) check it out. maybe u'll realise something bout yourself like i did!!

my soul confessions

a heart beats within me
whispering secrets of my soul
giving little peeks of my life

only this heart
has too many scars
too many cuts

only this heart
has nothing to guard
has nothing to hide

i confess my life, my soul
to this very heart

which pumps life into my whole
bleeding as it serves to let me live

my confessions are forever unknown
unless my life turns to stone

then my heart is dead; left alone

to be discovered; drained and thrown

every story revealed
every lie
every breathe

my humiliations, my desperations
my errors, my horrors
my passion, my obsession
my insecurities, my vulnerabilities
my defiance, my violence
my jubilation, my contentments

i just realised i haven't post my soul confessions yet.

so here it is. as a tribute to my emo brothers who won't stop being emo and singing their lungs out, to very, very emo songs even i don't know of, during these few heavily rainy days. no wonder the rain won't stop:X

i QUIT!! :D

i didn't know i haven't updated for so long. 10 days. but life's been fun for me. beside the fact that huda already went off to australia:( so bloody unfair....but anything whatever siti!! where did i last left off?

so yah. went for my last week of work at suntec convention centre and courts. felt really sad leaving everyone behind. trust me, the work is tough but leaving the tough work where you've learnt so much of life from is even tougher. as if that made sense:X thanks to all, especially miao miao and hui hui who had thought me to laugh like never before and also to use emoticons more often:))

so a whole bunch of things to do for me even though work time is officially over. need to go health checkup, exercise, print and photocopy a dozen things, take photo to paste on the bloodily evil forms and fill up so many forms...sigh...

see how the miss snake stares at the camera and wound its entire body around my small little neck? ummm....

after fruit farm its off to shopping spree at mini kelantan and jusco. then go home. end of one day trip. maybe i should tell you something. ali anugerah was on the trip oso. he caused us to depart late coz he woke up late. but he made us all laugh so hard i feel i had just ran 10 hours non-stop after the performance he did for us during our buffet lunch at the fruit farm. i'll try upload up a clip:)

and today. slept in. after yesterday, who wouldn't? woke up feeling dizzy. then suddenly thought of huda coz i saw the nbc cushion i bought for her yesterday. imy huda! come back soon please?

plan to meet jp friends for shopping trip at bugis. turns out so many couldn't come. and i miss a family outing today. how sad. i heard they went to try out the lrt. urgh!~ nevermind. but i also had a load of fun with hui hui and miao miao:))
despite the rain, we still went shopping. and boy was it fun. met yus and wei ting while shopping for studs. imagine me wearing studs. its funny but i bought 2 of it. i thought it was pretty:D then bought a grey coloured skinny:)) it was so comfy i felt like wearing it on the spot! also bought a long cut cardigan. 10 BUCKS ONI! LOVES:) then went to bugis junction to eat. tot of going to pastamania then the guy there said it's oni half halal. i was like wth? can don't play with this kind of things not? it's about what i put into my bloodstream you know! jerk! end up going to the food junction upstairs. and guess who we saw at the jp counter? CHRIS!! hahahahas. he was so funny mending a counter coz usually we see him at fairs only. hehe:) went to eat. my plate of food cost me more than a full hour of work. 7 dollars sehs. haixxx.. bought bubble tea while hui hui and miao miao finished their food and along the way i saw a bunch of adolescence trying to act cool. notice the word "act". dumb kids:X back to the story, after bbbbuuubblleess...we went to...KINOKUNIYA!! i swear its the best place to get good books:) i bought another book. then we went home. took a bloody long no.12 bus ride home. guess how long was the trip home? 1 and a half hour. stupid bus. stupid me. nevertheless, i caught lots of zzzzss on the bus and now i'm blogging ang uploading a million things.

the video as promised:)

time check. 4.15am. i must really be crazy. either that or i'm really taking things slow. i took 3 hours to type this up:) lols. see you tomorrow>.<

STMXXXXL~short-term memory extra loss

firstly. sorry huda for not making a special blog in lieu of your birthday. honestly speaking, i forgot all about it.

secondly, sorry to mum and bros and all who was affected because of me today. as i said so many times before, i have short-term memory loss. i really didn't mean to do it. i guess under the circumstances, you can't blame me too. how were we supposed to go to an open-air scavenger's hunt when it was heavily pouring outside?

thirdly, to hakim. i don't know if you know what i know you don't want to know but i know i want you to know what i hope you know everytime i know you know that i just know. to people who understands, please don't tell others for then it won't be our little secret anymore now wouldn't it?

now where was i? oh!

to mas selamat. please stop playing hide and seek already. if you are already out of singapore just tell people that you are and stop causing all this chaos here when people think that you are where you are not. IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE! THE JOKE IS OVER! to think that you could receive the privilliege of being wanted dead or alive! huh!

so today. cancelled outing to sungai rd and to mcs for big breakfast. i even cancelled the morning jog! urgh! stupid rain. but in a way it was wonderful as today is the first time in many months i get to sleep in a it's raining outside:) heaven. truly. then rushed out in the afternoon to meet huda and her bestie to go to bugis to shop. well, for me it was actually called window shopping. but anyways, guess who i met along the way? yes, i saw him again. who u ask? well, if it isn't our mr. hot guy. urgh! to think i could be so affected by a member of the opposite sex. i'm not sexist. i'm just not inclined to having any personal affections to them (save for my family and friends tt is). anyways, i realised i've never talked to him once since i've added him in my contact list. i have this bloody feeling he would probably have deleted me from his contact list anyway. too bad siti. he's probably not meant for you. they say a girl's heart can be captured again and again and a guy's, once caught, it'll last his lifetime. so nevermind about me. just go on with your life. and to syad, aka bob, thanks a lot. what ever you said just snapped me out of it. i will not try what you suggested not because i don't have the courage but because i don't have the strenght to rebound from a rejection. it'll just be too much. so....

moving on. i guess that's it. oh! i've been listening toa song called timeless sang as a duet by kelly clarkson and justin guarini. they truly have the chemistry and they sound really good together:))