Wednesday, February 27, 2008

making changes

i feel like changing my blogskin. so i'll do it. i call today wierd day.
wanna noe why? really? i don't even know why u have so much interest in me. do you like me?

so today i've asked random questions, to both myself and others. and i watched martha steward show and think she's cool. and i even complimented tyra banks on her unsuccesful efforts to try to make people feel beautiful! YOU ARE A SUPERMODEL FOR GOODNESS SAKE!! people say u're beautiful even if u're in ur grandmama's clothes lah! waliao! random siti. angry at nothing. how pathetic. i think i'm really bored. time for new psp to come in. PLEASE?!

and tomorrow's huda b'dae! i'll make a special blog for her tmr. self note, please do not forget about her present! preety please with strawberries and chocolate fudge and marshmallow cream on top???

since today is wierd day. i'll probably put up a wierd blogskin then realise its dumb and feel stupidly bad about it and change it again:)) you'd probably guess by now why i'm such a cold-hearted toad today? nope? fine i'll tell you.

i woke up very late today. and by late i mean it! it was 12.30 pm and the one thing i realised when i open my eyes was the silence of the house. no one was home. i suddenly felt like i was in one of the resident evil scene. and my stomach was growling so very heavily. then i saw IT! a note on the television!! wth! mum listed down all of my chores then wrote at the very bottom, don't forget! do it now! i was fuming already. like the saying goes, a hungry man is an angry man. a hungry girl is a devil's incarnate! so it made sense if i went for a cold bath. showered and guess what i realise during the bath? i can use cold water to shape up my hair and with some help from my handy dandy shampoo i can conform my hair into a lion's mane and a punk rocker's spiky crowning glory! way to go siti! after having a funtime with me, myself and i at the toilet, i wanted to have my hair bald. imagine me hairless!! it'll be a jolly goodtime to give it a try. but i'll risk getting myself banished from the only home i ever knew. i'm not making sense. publishing this:)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

perfect bliss

so...look at the date below then scroll up. what a loooonnnnggg time since i've updated. so yah anyways. i've been working what do you expect. then when i finally have the week off, dad had to go get himself hospitalised. although it was only for a freaking 24 hours. damaged done. so where have siti been to during the past few days??

been to isetan parkway parade for a day. metro expo for 2. then to the most unimaginable place ever! mustafa centre for 3 freaking days. guess what days they were? friday, Saturday AND BLOODY SUNDAY!!! what the hell. luckily each day i went home i was accompanied by a bodyguard....if not... let us not get carried away alright?

so here i am this week...which i conveniently call slack week. most probably because this week there is no sale going on and i have THE WHOLE WEEK OFF!! once in a lifetime opportunity people!

so a few updates about the major things which occured last week. i went to accompany one of my friends to make a police report. the cause... a freaky stalker uncle who doesn't talk when he calls and sends disgusting messages to my poor friend. under the cicumstances and the experiences i've had with stalkers, i followed her to make the report as the M1 service she'e using won't block this bloody person without a police report. stupid company. remind me to send them a discrimiating letter later alright? went home very late cos we went to make the report after work and with the long queue at the police station, it's a no wonder. ummm, wait. THERE'S A QUEUE AT THE POLICE STATION?! what did you expect? singaporeans complain about every bloody thing! they don't care what time it is!! urgh!

another thing is, once i got to mustafa centre, i realised the person at the counter next to mine, a friven promoter, was the friend of the friend i accompanied to make the police report. does that make sense? i think it should lah. and SO COINCIDENTALLY! this friven promoter had the same freaky stalker as my friend! i was like...wtf? what is this guy's problem man? too much free time is it?! so there i was picking up her phone each time it rang with the stalker's very own ringtone. to be exact, the ringtone was Linkin Park's What I've Done!! so as u can imagine... it was a scary 3 days there!!

so the most major thing which happened during these few days that i haven't had time to update must go out to my dad's hospitalisation!! clap*cheers*claps* to dad, please lah come on. not only had yesterday been scary, it was also funny. i know you must be saying,"how can that adjective even appear in this paragraph?" well, you weren't me who went through the entire thing with him! so here's the thing. on sunday, dad went out shopping with mum. carried too much things which caused his back to ache. then at night, his chest start to hurt. the next morning, he complained heavy chest pains and concerned mum took him to the clinic. once at the clinic, guess what happened? A WHOLE MANIFESTATION OF EVENTS UNCONCERNED TO DAD'S STATE OF HEALTH OCCURED! the whole clinic staff was hurrying towards dad fearing a heart attack!! wth! then paramedics start to come in and mum was totally at daze with the whole situation going out of control! my dad was covered in so many wires and they were taking so many of the health readings crap, next thing i know, dad was bring carted off to the hospital. here's the funny part. everyone knows how heavy my dad is. so... the rest i'll just leave it to you to imagine. if you feel like laughing your ass off, ask me next time you see me. i don't feel like embarassing my dad on my blog. really. so he was brought to changi for futher health checks because of the availability of better healthcare equipments there. once there, ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE!!!! dad wasn't even given anything to help cure his back aches and breathlessness due to the chest pain. guess what the stupid people there did instead?? they reviewed him of his diabetes! DUMB ARSES IF YOU ASK ME!! what the hell is happening to singapore's once best in the world healthcare service?! freak lah. then guess what? dad's chest pain was cured after putting on lots and lots of koyok on him. those who don't know what the hell is a koyok... ask your grandma please?? then as stupid as these people actually are, they only ask dad to stay over for 1 bloody night! so my conclusion of the entire feat? people would try their best to scrape every single cent from you by giving you things you don't need and denying you of the things you truly require just because doing so would cause them extra effort and money. if you have no idea why i said that, ask yourself this question. would anyone give anything for free this few days? hardly!! hell's bells. even the oxygen that was given to dad in the ambulans require payment!

i'll shut up already. maybe i'll update again tomorrow. when i have better mood. trust me to give that lame excuse. i actually need to go and count the amount of money i had spend so carelessly on fatty and chocletty snacks and also the amount i've spend on clothes this past few months. i realised something last 2 days. money don't drop from the sky. it comes from somewhere. and if you keep digging up the molehill of cash you have right now, you'll be left with a hole deep enough to bury yourself in. as my departing statement, thank yous are said a lot of times in the oscars and grammys. if all of them are combined and the thank yous are actually cash, i'll be living in the seventh heaven by now. so...thank you people and have a good evenig ahead! :)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

cold

so here i am blogging from my workplace...where am i exactly?
BOREDOM'S HELL!! aka courts megastore.
u tell me who comes to courts on the 7th day of chinese new year?
just something i learned today..
7th day marks the birthday of everyone and it is also the day everyone does the "lohei". for those who don't know what is that..its a very fun throwing the food up and down for fun kind of thing!! XD

so here i am..super cold and having stupid random stomach pains. its like someone drilling a hole through my intestines and stomach lah. as painful as it is, i'm still typing a new blog for my faithful readers out there. so the plan to go watch movie with my valetine for the day was cancelled because of something i terribly hate...exams!! so being the understanding lover i am...i'll let you go. for just this once! thank you very much.

being sixteen and not having a crush on valentine's day sucks but i don't care cos i'm having off tomorrow!! weeeee!! and i'm going out with mardiana... mardi, welcome to the club of slackers. yeah it gets boring sometimes...but at least there's no exams and stress for us. well, not yet at least:) i'm crapping. end post please?

ok fine. i'm staying here till 9. every bloody day till this sunday. Allah give me strenght please cause i absolutely have no more patience to being a rock here. thank you very much.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

addicted to this:P

Saturday, February 9, 2008

bad omens

so i finally remembered what i was supposed to blog about last 2 days. make that last 3 days, considering today is already saturday. i'm working today at 11a.m. so beat me. i'm blogging instead of sleeping. i can't resist. this topic is too hot to bear.

aniways... last 3 days, on the way to work and i saw a whole company of vehicles carrying out the funeral procession. since that day was the eve of chinese new year, i thought, "ain't that sad. it's a sign of something bad." true enough, that very day, iman fell down and hurt himself quite badly, requiring an operation to take out the blood clod he had due to the fall. poor guy, he's just a year old last month and this happens. so coincidently, mum got real sick that very night also. stomach cramps and all. so, lesson learnt from this entire event. never take bad omens easily. it might hurt someone you love. luckily for me, i prayed for the poor soul who had to pass away on such a happy day and wished that maybe he/she won't be late for the party at the heavens. guess that's why no bad luck has befallen me since. but i won't speak too soon. you'll never know what karma hides under that oversized-kimono-sleeve of hers.

one more thing i was supposed to blog about. i don't like my black skinnies. i don' mind the black and khaki-coloured ones. but the most expensive skinnies bought won't fit me right. i keep inching down my waist lah. and in my line of work, you really can't have that happeing to you always. not only is it irritating, it can also be embarrasing...if you know what i mean. ok that's all for now folks. valentine's coming and i'm not working that day! thanks brenda! and posting results coming out soon also...this 19th i heard. *bites nails vigorously. i really hope to get into mass comm ah. but whatever it is, i'll accept what fate lies in store for me. who knows i'll get to reach heavens before completing my diploma? :S

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

gong xi fa cai!! xin nian kuai le!! ang pau na lai!!

ok. enuf speaking chinese. wishing all my employers and friends and customers a marvelous new year!! may your life be filled with prosperity happiness and joy! woots!! and thanks jean perry boss a lot alot for the truly red hot ang pau! i still can't believe i got my first ang pau while working for jean perry:)) just makes it harder for me to quit later. anyways...

ok updates siti. i got my pay. it's a lot for the 1 month i've worked. considering i had a week break in between coz i got fired then got hired...again! and to cik muk, thanks a lot! for everything. but i must say what you have given is too much for me to handle. next time i see you, i'll return you half of what you have given me.

anyways, yesterday kecoh kat ck tangs. ends up they don't allow me wear my tudung. rot in hell please and thank you?! so bernerd helped organise me to be stationed somewhere else. turns out i'm back where i used to work at. this weekend, i'll be at bugis bhg people. see you there. please pay me a visit. it's dead boring there lah can? so yesterday bernerd told me to stay there at tangs all the way to closing. my feet was aching ah. i hate counter jobs. you have to wear everything smart and proper and the pumps i wore hurt my poor feet. no matter how small the heels were. i hate wearing them. i'm comfortable with sneakers man. i don't care ah. later at bhg i'll wear my sneakers with my black polo and skinnies. scold ah. i not scared. others can wear, why not me?? not happy is it? this company's mine you noe. if not, it won't be called be here for good things. it'll be, be here for bad things and BHB doesn't sound as nice. crap siti. then bro went over so i asked him borong the chocs that were on sale there. meiji biscuits rocks! esp the chocs flavour!! weeeeeeeeee! i'm high on coco. sorry:) then since today i had half day, and everyone's free in the evening, i asked everyone out on an outing...for food! KAK ICA BELANJE OK!! set. everyone was hyper. biase ah makan free, sape tak happy? i just got my gaji oso. so why not? its like we went out for a family reunion dinner seh. damn fun:)

and guess wat happen on the way back? i was laughing so hard cos mum broke wind at the ica building and mum also laughed and ended up everyone was laughing right in front of all the officers there. kekek seh. lols. and i couldn't stop laughing all the way to the lavender mrt station. i think what made it so funny was the fact that mum was so silent and my bro was talking and talking suddenly....atomic bom! hahhahahs. sorry. i'm being mean. bad siti! then when we reached pasir ris mum wanted to top-up her card and guess who i saw then? my old crush. actually... it wasn't too long ago. but when i saw him, i was like, "hot guy. too bad siti." i wasn't even interested to stalk him all the way home. where's your sense of adventure siti? shut up concience! i just realised the world is still too big and if i start falling for every guy along the streets, i won't get to explore the whole world. that's not fair now is it? so...anyways:)

i was supposed to tell you something. but i forgot what. if i remember then maybe i'll blog about it tomorrow ok? now i need to read the overflowing mails i have and catch up on some of my zzzzs. tomorrow need go exercise and have fun. i've been unfair to my body. so tomorrow, maybe i'll give myself a facial and a foot scrub also:) luxury babes.... if you feel that you're jealous of my life, well, you should be. lols:)

Monday, February 4, 2008

new month, new hope

so ya. i don't know where to start. but once i start it'll be hard to stop. lets start with today alrite.

so today, started work late because of the freaky no. 12 bus which didn't come and made me wait for 45 bloody long minutes. ended work early. at 11+ like that. obvious lah. it was only packing up everything into boxes and all that stuff. then went with wan yee and $11.90 to bugis. btw, $11.90 is a guy. i forgot his name. i remember oni he's nick. he got that nick from shouting for the pillows on sale over at taka. sorry ah. later i remember then i write ok? anyways, he wanted to tag along with us girls so we just brought him along. i guess it wasn't so bad. except the fact that he's irritatingly noisy and righteous, he's fine as an extra-hand around. showed wan yee her workplace before we went for branch at mcs. then off for a crashcourse in shopping. for me especially. i needed the skinnies lah ok? and the sandals and the chocs and all the other stuff i bought. don't be jealous. i earned that break. oh and the guy's name jimmy. i just remembered. where was i? oh ya. so got to spend almost every cent i had in my pocket which had a hole burned through it at the end of today.

so lets talk about work at expo. there was the annual john little mega sale. ok lah. met lots of new friends. from all sorts of backgrounds. met lots of cute guys. but loved one in particular. the baby which i held and laughed as i carried him off one of the comforters he was sitting on. so bloody cute. i'll remember him for life. too bad i didn't take a photo of him. but i took a picture with chris. another guy. not cute. hot. truly. but wan yee thinks he looks like a girl. ok lah i admit he's hair is a lil long and he's quiet and he's quite fair and he's a lil thin. but man, i just can't think of him as a girl ah. bloody heck. i'm falling in love with a gay. oh no huda! i've caught you're virus!! hahahhahahahah. but he's not gay ok? he's just available. hahahaha. siti sound smitten. problem. oh! i also met lots of family members there. all from dad's side. kinda fun seeing them there. at least i can entertain someone whom i can relate to:)) anyways...

siti's gonna be transfered to another place from now onwards. guess to where? back to town area. i'm going to CK Tang. not so bad coz i ensured brenda asked the manager that it was ok for me to wear tudung. on wednesday i going to bhg tampines. then on thursday and friday, I GET OFF!!!!! WOOOHOOOOOO!!!! weekends work CKT again. but next week. god help me. i'm station at boredom's classroom. wat seh! last week, when i was sent there i swore i don't want to work there anymore. now, i'm stationed there full-time. FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE WEEK!! dad said its good. i say it's dumb.

well. at least i'm getting my results that week. it'll be the only thing on my mind. and one more thing. i'm getting my paycheck tomorrow at robinsons, centrepoint. meeting tony there. it'll be my final salute to akemi. fullstop to the end of misery. thank you very much.

that's all ah. i've been wanting to sleep. but i can't. because of many things. lots of distractions. like writing this blog and eating all those snacks mom bought from expo. too bad siti. you'll just have to find time to pay it back later. mrs sim once said insufficient sleep will cause one's braincell to die off slowly. i don't want to be a forgetful girl by the time i'm 18! i'll quit soon lah. don't worry. and with my jobs in this coming weeks starting later and ending earlier, i don't think the trouble will stay for too long. thank god!