"EnJoYinG O's"

a lil update on life
wanted to update yesterday
but life takes upon its on wheels

if you know what i meant, you're smart.

anyways, i've completed 4 papers
12 more to go....

Additional maths was not as tough as i thought
except maybe 4-5 questions which really got on my nerve
and the FACT that i chose the more difficult question for both papers
not a good sign

Pure Chemistry was...ok
I don't know how to describe it and fyi i don't usually use the word "OK"
and a special annoucement,
I would like to thank alif and heda for helping me in chem
cause apparently i'm weak at it
and the questions they answered helped me
and i meant that literally(one of the qn actually appeared exactly as i asked)

Elective geography....(sigh exaggerately)
I'm praying i'll at least pass
cause the paper was tough
and when i say that i mean it
and to afiqah, don't cry my dear
i'll pray for us both ok?

overall, i'm "enjoying o's"(notice the inverted commas)
but truly...
i thought o levels is one scary nightmare in everybody's life
it doesn't sound as bad as it actually is

Lend me your strength Allah

i'm not feeling the stress i ought to

don't know why

it maybe because of this few things
*i'm sick
*hari raya mood
*dizzy feeling
*constant daydreamin
*etc...

don't mind me...i'm normal

and i wished for a better world
everyday and night

and i pray that Allah will help me
every minute of the day

and i ask for Allah's forgiveness
with every breath i take

Allah Almighty...bless my soul and the people around me
with your strenght and courage
to live through Life's most painstaking ordeal
and have the power to rise to the challenges ahead

not again

I"M SICK AGAIN~4days before o'levels
and i have tuitions and meet-the-teacher session everyday

I thought having the flu during prelims is bad

THINK AGAIN!!

truly...come on

how can i survive
with a dead phone
with all my contacts gone
one day before raya
8 days before o'levels

how can i survive
with so much work pilled up
days before chemistry o's

how can i survive
juggling housework and memorywork
at the same time

how can i survive
having the need to study and the want of celebrations
having the care to revise and the courtesy to serve the visitors
having all of this with my concience gnawing at my hindbrain

Love my Earth

I, Siti Khairunnisa bte Abdul Jalil, swears by all that is true
to love and care for Mother Nature
to detest people who cause the world to be in pain right now
to cherish every single being on Earth
every plant,tree and flower
every drop of precious water
every last breath of air in the atmosphere

may my Mother Nature rest in peace today,tomorrow and in future.

I'M REBORN AT LAST!

i once had a blog...
then,
i went into a sec 4 life.

i'm sure that explains a lot.

or does it?

i'm random.

hate me.love me.despise me.admire me.

for all i care, i finally have a functional blog again.
reborn...
14 days before judgement day...
22.10.2007
a.maths o'level paper one
the first paper for my whole o'level

i like writin poetry
sometimes if i don't make sense
don't ostracise me, critise me, label me
blame yourself for not being smart enough to understand me

i speak english,malay,indonesian...some chinese
i listen
my mind is controlled not by my body alone
blame my medulla oblangata
i don't care

I LOVE YOU...
that being said
don't kill yourself
cause if you die i will cry
and Allah knows that wouldn't be nice
it secures you a place in hell.
so obviously, its not good....
GET IT!?