so apparently the title won't fit in the number of craps i actually feel right about now.
apparently, so many wild things happened while i was away. like WTH!!
i want to fight! justice! (esp since my ASAD lessons, i feel so much braver man!!) :)
so anyways, the-everyone-knows-whats-going-on samba politics-cum-egoistical-cum-bimbolicious truth has finally gone out! (kudos to aisyah! altho i noe u think its frustrating u deserve the thanks all of us juniors really feel) and _______ to those who misunderstand us who tries our best to explain the problems that was created by you, yourselves and so many others who fails to see the problems. bloody blind ppl. shessh!!
and i face truckloads of these kinda of stuff everywhere i go. apparently ppl live of these things. that i can be super certain. DUNIA INI PANGUNG SANDIWARA!!! meaning, no drama no life. and no one wants that kind of mundane i-am-perfect life. NO ONE!!
atleastidontthinkso:/ bahahhahhaahahas.
and TO ABU. i seriously have a heavy crush on you. stop being so nice to me already. its damn hard as it is. i love ur eyes, your attitude, your coolness, your moves, your voice, your stance, your recoverin foot, your determination, your passion to teach, your face (so cute!!), your jokes, your heart-melting smile, your laugh and last but not least, your faith to Allah. may all of your life be blessed with happiness and joy and wealth and health and all good stuff. u deserve it seh. like really. i don't even mind if you find another girl whom you love with all your heart. cos i noe u deserve her. even if she don't deserve you.
i pray that Allah won't give me everything i ask for. cos i've asked for some very bad things that i've come to regret. really. so sorry god.
and i love You. thank You for giving me everything i need right now. thank You for giving me Your faith. thank You for letting me live this life for i've seen wonders more than pain and hurt. for the world that i love. and with that, please help my relatives in Gaza. give them what you have given me. give them heaven for they have not seen it yet in their lives. dont give them hope if it will only break their hearts and life till they cant stand living anymore.
i so tired right now. man u match later against bolton. i hope they win. what AM I SAYING?? of course THEY WILL!! hahahhhahahhs!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
WOOOOSHHHHH!!!!
so fine.
TODAY WAS A TERRIBLY WIINNNDDDYYY!!!! DAY!!!
bahahahahahhahas!
damn syiok.
imagine summer in singapore. hot and windy. wat could be better than dat?
like seriously...u wanna noe? gosh i'm so shy to say!
hahahahhahahs!
k lah. its a really really really good thing.
1) i'm starting to focus on my studies.
2) i'm lost my crush on hakim:) yay!! yesterday, he sat behind me, takde feel pon! woosh!
3) i love the fact that i really don't feel towards any guys who have the typical cute, good-looking, christiano ronaldo look. dunno why. i think cos i see too many of them ald lah. or maybe i'm part les. nah just joking. really.
4) i think i lost weight. cos the wind just almost blew me and my half kg bag OFF THE GROUND!!
i was like hanging on the the pole at the bus stand just so i wont fall when the wind blew from my back lah. wt... and i think at least half of the people who saw me today knew how the skin on my neck looks like. and i almost knocked a guy down when my tudung went up to cover my face. nasib baik dier bukan mat gangster. boleh mati seh... WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKSS!!
5) i finally know wats wrong when i drink too much coffee. watch today's news seh u guys. facts on consumation of caffeine:
BYES PEEPOS!!
TODAY WAS A TERRIBLY WIINNNDDDYYY!!!! DAY!!!
bahahahahahhahas!
damn syiok.
imagine summer in singapore. hot and windy. wat could be better than dat?
like seriously...u wanna noe? gosh i'm so shy to say!
hahahahhahahs!
k lah. its a really really really good thing.
1) i'm starting to focus on my studies.
2) i'm lost my crush on hakim:) yay!! yesterday, he sat behind me, takde feel pon! woosh!
3) i love the fact that i really don't feel towards any guys who have the typical cute, good-looking, christiano ronaldo look. dunno why. i think cos i see too many of them ald lah. or maybe i'm part les. nah just joking. really.
4) i think i lost weight. cos the wind just almost blew me and my half kg bag OFF THE GROUND!!
i was like hanging on the the pole at the bus stand just so i wont fall when the wind blew from my back lah. wt... and i think at least half of the people who saw me today knew how the skin on my neck looks like. and i almost knocked a guy down when my tudung went up to cover my face. nasib baik dier bukan mat gangster. boleh mati seh... WAKAKAKAKAKKAKAKSS!!
5) i finally know wats wrong when i drink too much coffee. watch today's news seh u guys. facts on consumation of caffeine:
- too much will make u hallucinate. no wonder i feel damn high dat $7-coffees day. lol.
- too much will increase chances of miscarriage.
- the right amount will reduce chances of getting ovarian cancer.
- overreliance will cause muscle tremors and irritability overtime
too much for an attention-seeker.
6) i have a new crush. just like zue with mok. and ain with ice. i think i shall call mine abu. wakakakakks! and only people who noe who he is will laugh along:)) weee...
7) bear wif me on this. i really doubting my ability to stay on with samba. not that i hate it. but sometimes i think the fun of the cca goes hand-in-hand with the people. and not that i'm saying i hate the people. but sometimes, a little mistake each time adds up to truckloads of shit in the end. so yah. i really want all those guys and girls to come back. just so u guys noe, i love u a lot. and i'm missing u guys alot alot alot!!
BYES PEEPOS!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
i had a fun day today.
performance. open house. cheers. ASAD (finally!!). and lots of people calling me.
just when i don't need it.
crush. work. projects. tests. tuts. politics. miscomms.
and i think they won't stop coming anytime soon.
so tough, thats my final thought of the day.
till next time darlings!
i want popeyes! and benJs!! and clothes!! REAL BADDDD :(
i miss primary sch and kindergarden. so fun lah seh....
performance. open house. cheers. ASAD (finally!!). and lots of people calling me.
just when i don't need it.
crush. work. projects. tests. tuts. politics. miscomms.
and i think they won't stop coming anytime soon.
so tough, thats my final thought of the day.
till next time darlings!
i want popeyes! and benJs!! and clothes!! REAL BADDDD :(
i miss primary sch and kindergarden. so fun lah seh....
Friday, January 2, 2009
missed me?
hahahhas! weird blog post.
but anyways, how r ya guys??
i missed blogging so here i am.
so wats up? u might be wondering...
why so long never update until next year then update from my last post? lols
not that i'm bragging but life's more interesting when u update in in a whole bunch of words. hahahahs!
so anyways, i had my hols. wanted to make sure there's no more hols before i really update.
cos yah as u mite noe, my school just started dis week with the new year as another hols.
if u ask me i think its just dumb lah. mite as well give us the whole week off. but then again, maybe some missed school terribly and wanted to celebrate the new year with friends. but i don't really care u noe. the countdowns and all the loud big-banged stuff is just over-rated to me. cos i celebrated my new year over the last weekend. u mite wonder y?
its maal hijrah weekend man. i was out the whole time. hahahs.
damn fun lah. but i think most teenagers wont noe dis.
do u noe there are also 12 months in the islamic calender and the new year dis year is a new decade? see, u din noe! hahahahhs!
dis year is 1430 in islam years. the 12 months of islam (starting from the first month, and im not refering to any calender here) are
1. muharram
2. safar
3. rabilulawal (Nb. Muhammad's bdae falls on the 12th of this month)
4. rabilulakhir
5. jumadilawal
6. jumadilakhir
7. rejab
8. shakban
9. ramadhan
10. syawal
11. zulkaedah
12. zulhijah
(spelling is as i say it not the real one) hahahas.
so yah anyways. hols was packed for me. like no days were not crammed with either activities or getting well from my heavy sickness. damn bad lah. i was like super cold but its like damn hot outside. can't eat or drink for fear that i might vomit. i hate making a mess and all so yah. and bad news and good news came alternately for me. overall it was a huge roller coaster ride for me.
u wanna here bad news first i'm sure.
well.
1. i screw up my mid sems. got some of the results back. failed fa by 1 bloody mark and was scolded on the phone by ms kok. i hate lah. i think wat my friend said is true. the more hard work u put into something, the more disappointed u'll be in the end.
2. my mom got bust out. just in case u're those type who don't read or watch news, parkway health, the place where my mum work for, is like slashing people's job like crap. by the way, the way they cut people is just damn crude to me. there's work to be done there but they are cutting the people who does the job. i just hope they crash and burn soon. like...not enough money, still go buy the place to make new hospital. watever lah eh....anyways, my dad, who works for the same company also want go quit ald. find new job who don't discriminate malays who work hard on their jobs. stupid!
3. cik idah has left the country again to go back to dubai!!! without meeting me again!! wth....
4. i didn't meet up with huda or ain during the hols. damn dumb! shesshhh!
5. project submisssions are getting alot of people stressed up and i'm not feeling it. thats bad right?
6. i haven't watched twilight and yes man and another lot of movies online yet. no time!!
7. i haven't been to any ASAD training yet! i'm so hoping they'll not think me as hangat-hangat tahi ayam or something worst. like its not my fault really. saturdays are always fully booked for me. :(
8. kak janah's grandma died 2 days after i met here for the first time. how ironic is dat? like hi and bye at the same time. damn sad lah! kak janah...please be strong! i'm just a call away:)
good news now.
1. I HAD A BLAST DURING THE BBQS WITH SEC SCH PPL AND MY HOMIES!!!
miss them truckloads ald. btw, i had the family bbq during CHRISTMAS!! and i bought bdae cake and rose for mummy's bdae! like FINALLYY!!!! weeeee!! :DDDDD
2. i exercised during the hols!! YAYAYYAYAYAY!!!
but i dunno whether or not i lose weight! hahahahs! still a piggie slacking and reading i guess.
3. my new year's resolution include finishing the al-Q again and completing my religious lessons and hadis. missed too many ald seh!!
4. i met up with a lot of people i thought i'd never meet again! best giler!
5. my mum got a new job at changi with my help. i was with her throughout the entire way. from filling up the application form, to the interview, to finally signing the job contract:) see how nice i am? hehehhes
6. my biz stats paper almost got a full mark. 47/50. how close is dat man??? but i'm satisfied:))
7. my family has spend truckloads of quality time together. happy lah seh. but damn tiring ah.
8. i finally went to a full MM asrama session. never completed the whole 2 day event thing before seh. i always pangsei them on the last day. but this year, i did it!! hahahahs!
9. I FINALLY MET UP WITH A DERMATOLOGIST!~~ she said my face is ok but it takes time to heal and go back to its natural colour. its not permanent or anything that will spread so for now, i just have to bear with it being there. but i'm glad its nothing bad:))
10. my voice has changed slightly to a rocker-soft voice so if u hear another voice on the line, don't worry. it's still me. just weirder-sounding. wakkakakkakas!
11. i'm addicted to VITASOY and Pet Society now. dunno if i'm willing to break the habit. but until i find another source of amusement in life, i think those 2 are my saviours in polite society. hehehes!
k gtg my 4 pm tutorial now. i hate fridays. cos of the 3 hour long break. damn dumb!! but i'm sure u noe that ald rite. so live along. bye ppl!!
but anyways, how r ya guys??
i missed blogging so here i am.
so wats up? u might be wondering...
why so long never update until next year then update from my last post? lols
not that i'm bragging but life's more interesting when u update in in a whole bunch of words. hahahahs!
so anyways, i had my hols. wanted to make sure there's no more hols before i really update.
cos yah as u mite noe, my school just started dis week with the new year as another hols.
if u ask me i think its just dumb lah. mite as well give us the whole week off. but then again, maybe some missed school terribly and wanted to celebrate the new year with friends. but i don't really care u noe. the countdowns and all the loud big-banged stuff is just over-rated to me. cos i celebrated my new year over the last weekend. u mite wonder y?
its maal hijrah weekend man. i was out the whole time. hahahs.
damn fun lah. but i think most teenagers wont noe dis.
do u noe there are also 12 months in the islamic calender and the new year dis year is a new decade? see, u din noe! hahahahhs!
dis year is 1430 in islam years. the 12 months of islam (starting from the first month, and im not refering to any calender here) are
1. muharram
2. safar
3. rabilulawal (Nb. Muhammad's bdae falls on the 12th of this month)
4. rabilulakhir
5. jumadilawal
6. jumadilakhir
7. rejab
8. shakban
9. ramadhan
10. syawal
11. zulkaedah
12. zulhijah
(spelling is as i say it not the real one) hahahas.
so yah anyways. hols was packed for me. like no days were not crammed with either activities or getting well from my heavy sickness. damn bad lah. i was like super cold but its like damn hot outside. can't eat or drink for fear that i might vomit. i hate making a mess and all so yah. and bad news and good news came alternately for me. overall it was a huge roller coaster ride for me.
u wanna here bad news first i'm sure.
well.
1. i screw up my mid sems. got some of the results back. failed fa by 1 bloody mark and was scolded on the phone by ms kok. i hate lah. i think wat my friend said is true. the more hard work u put into something, the more disappointed u'll be in the end.
2. my mom got bust out. just in case u're those type who don't read or watch news, parkway health, the place where my mum work for, is like slashing people's job like crap. by the way, the way they cut people is just damn crude to me. there's work to be done there but they are cutting the people who does the job. i just hope they crash and burn soon. like...not enough money, still go buy the place to make new hospital. watever lah eh....anyways, my dad, who works for the same company also want go quit ald. find new job who don't discriminate malays who work hard on their jobs. stupid!
3. cik idah has left the country again to go back to dubai!!! without meeting me again!! wth....
4. i didn't meet up with huda or ain during the hols. damn dumb! shesshhh!
5. project submisssions are getting alot of people stressed up and i'm not feeling it. thats bad right?
6. i haven't watched twilight and yes man and another lot of movies online yet. no time!!
7. i haven't been to any ASAD training yet! i'm so hoping they'll not think me as hangat-hangat tahi ayam or something worst. like its not my fault really. saturdays are always fully booked for me. :(
8. kak janah's grandma died 2 days after i met here for the first time. how ironic is dat? like hi and bye at the same time. damn sad lah! kak janah...please be strong! i'm just a call away:)
good news now.
1. I HAD A BLAST DURING THE BBQS WITH SEC SCH PPL AND MY HOMIES!!!
miss them truckloads ald. btw, i had the family bbq during CHRISTMAS!! and i bought bdae cake and rose for mummy's bdae! like FINALLYY!!!! weeeee!! :DDDDD
2. i exercised during the hols!! YAYAYYAYAYAY!!!
but i dunno whether or not i lose weight! hahahahs! still a piggie slacking and reading i guess.
3. my new year's resolution include finishing the al-Q again and completing my religious lessons and hadis. missed too many ald seh!!
4. i met up with a lot of people i thought i'd never meet again! best giler!
5. my mum got a new job at changi with my help. i was with her throughout the entire way. from filling up the application form, to the interview, to finally signing the job contract:) see how nice i am? hehehhes
6. my biz stats paper almost got a full mark. 47/50. how close is dat man??? but i'm satisfied:))
7. my family has spend truckloads of quality time together. happy lah seh. but damn tiring ah.
8. i finally went to a full MM asrama session. never completed the whole 2 day event thing before seh. i always pangsei them on the last day. but this year, i did it!! hahahahs!
9. I FINALLY MET UP WITH A DERMATOLOGIST!~~ she said my face is ok but it takes time to heal and go back to its natural colour. its not permanent or anything that will spread so for now, i just have to bear with it being there. but i'm glad its nothing bad:))
10. my voice has changed slightly to a rocker-soft voice so if u hear another voice on the line, don't worry. it's still me. just weirder-sounding. wakkakakkakas!
11. i'm addicted to VITASOY and Pet Society now. dunno if i'm willing to break the habit. but until i find another source of amusement in life, i think those 2 are my saviours in polite society. hehehes!
k gtg my 4 pm tutorial now. i hate fridays. cos of the 3 hour long break. damn dumb!! but i'm sure u noe that ald rite. so live along. bye ppl!!
Friday, December 5, 2008
hey you guys.
i'm sad. i think i'm going to go into depression soon.
suddenly the thought of jumping off tp library's 11th storey don't seem so bad.
i've just been hit again.
twice in a row. hope today won't be another. i don't like hat-tricks of pain. especially since its my own. first tpsu then the supposed lecture clique. i hate confrontations. sometimes i wish i could just be oblivious to everthing that surrounds me. my life sucks. i think people who don't know me thinks i'm pathetic with the way i live. i don't mind really. cos usually what u see is what u get rite? wrong. next time, know me first. don't judge me. don't say things you think i am. cos u don't know the damage you're doing. in the future, stuff don't usually work out. yesterday was one of the worse days. notice, worse not worst. it hasn't reach that point yet. cos my inner body won't allow it. me has not broken down yet. she's the strongest one among all of us. she supports myself and i when we're bleeding to death crying out the pain. but her cries is one you'll not hear nor see. her cries are to Allah. only Allah knows.
that said and done, mid sems are next week. after hari raya haji. and i don't think my family will be going to the sacrifise this year though its like the tradition of our family. anyways, we'll see how it goes. my econs is fully covered already. and bus stats oso. i doing notes for econs only. and maybe mbs. but mbs and fa alot to cover and practice. and i still have ob. shessh. lucky my freehand drawing is like covered ald lah. no exams and i've been getting A grades and 1 B+ cos its painting. and i suck at painting. hahahs.
k lah. i need to buy my younger bro's books now. and lots of grocery shopping to do. and revision too. hope its a better day today. i oni have ob tutorial at 4. wt...
i'm sad. i think i'm going to go into depression soon.
suddenly the thought of jumping off tp library's 11th storey don't seem so bad.
i've just been hit again.
twice in a row. hope today won't be another. i don't like hat-tricks of pain. especially since its my own. first tpsu then the supposed lecture clique. i hate confrontations. sometimes i wish i could just be oblivious to everthing that surrounds me. my life sucks. i think people who don't know me thinks i'm pathetic with the way i live. i don't mind really. cos usually what u see is what u get rite? wrong. next time, know me first. don't judge me. don't say things you think i am. cos u don't know the damage you're doing. in the future, stuff don't usually work out. yesterday was one of the worse days. notice, worse not worst. it hasn't reach that point yet. cos my inner body won't allow it. me has not broken down yet. she's the strongest one among all of us. she supports myself and i when we're bleeding to death crying out the pain. but her cries is one you'll not hear nor see. her cries are to Allah. only Allah knows.
that said and done, mid sems are next week. after hari raya haji. and i don't think my family will be going to the sacrifise this year though its like the tradition of our family. anyways, we'll see how it goes. my econs is fully covered already. and bus stats oso. i doing notes for econs only. and maybe mbs. but mbs and fa alot to cover and practice. and i still have ob. shessh. lucky my freehand drawing is like covered ald lah. no exams and i've been getting A grades and 1 B+ cos its painting. and i suck at painting. hahahs.
k lah. i need to buy my younger bro's books now. and lots of grocery shopping to do. and revision too. hope its a better day today. i oni have ob tutorial at 4. wt...
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